self-consciousness; self-awareness
wish; desire; hope; prospect; expectation; (one's) hopes
not holding on; not using the hands; letting go one's hold; lack of reserve (in expressing one's emotions); lack of restraint; openly (saying)
happiness; well-being; joy; welfare; blessedness
ambition; aspiration; sinister designs; treachery
unrelated; unconnected; without relations (esp. of a deceased person); having no surviving relatives; unrelated to the teachings of Buddha; unable to be saved by Buddha
family-oriented; familial
to join (hands); to take (each other's hands); to scramble for; to struggle for; to pay attention to; to take notice of
reverie; meditation; anxiety; thought; pensiveness
end; limit; bounds; extremity; result; fate
to disturb; to prevent; to obstruct; to hinder
riches; wealth; resources; lottery
to fail; to blunder; to mess up; to be dismissed; to be fired
failure; mistake; blunder
massive failure; debacle; fiasco
to tear; to rip up; to cut up; to cleave; to forcibly separate (e.g. two lovers); to spare (time, money, etc.)
rebirth; new birth; nascent
stillness; repose; standing still
terrific; fierce; terrible; tremendous; dreadful; awful
violent emotion; passion; fury
you have only to; all you have to (do); all that's required; as long as; if only
to flow into; to pour into; to stream into
soon; shortly; before long; nearly; almost
this way (of doing); this method; this sort (of thing); this type
excitement; stimulation; agitation; pride; haughtiness; arrogance
of all things (days, etc.)
fault; error; indiscretion; faux pas
carefree; buoyant; lighthearted; ease
unaware; unmindful; unconscious; blind; apathetic
to commit (e.g. crime); to perpetrate; to break (e.g. rule); to violate; to rape; to violate
writing off (a debt); cancellation; balancing the books; cancelling out (gains or losses); making even; making up (for)
to forgive and forget; to let bygones be bygones; to sweep under the carpet; to wipe the slate clean
shaking; trembling; pitching; disturbance; unrest; agitation
to investigate thoroughly; to examine closely; to probe into; to be obsessed with a thought; to brood over; to worry about
to unravel; to untie; to break into small pieces (of fish, meat, etc.); to relax; to ease
one-by-one; separately; in detail
difficult; hard; impossible; unfeasible; fussy; particular; gloomy
ghost; specter; spectre; apparition; phantom
to get on (train, plane, bus, ship, etc.); to get in; to get on (e.g. a footstool); to step on; to reach; to go over; to follow
scaffold; scaffolding; foothold; footing; foothold (e.g. in business); foundation
to be unsteady; to reel; to shake; to waver; to be unsettled (feelings, thoughts, etc.)
difficult problem; challenge
honour; honor; dignity; prestige; reputation; appearances