acute myelocytic leukemia; AML
long distance; long haul; long-distance race
to say a word; to say something; to speak briefly; to give a quick holler; to let (someone) know
taking a straight look at something; looking someone in the eyes
to declare; to assert; to say bluntly; to say straight out
reprimand; rebuke; reproach; scolding
improper way (of doing); wrong way; unorthodox method; evil course; evil path; heresy
self-education; self-instruction; self-study
complicated; complex; intricate; confusing; difficult; troublesome
immediately; instantly; with nary a pause; without a moment's delay
splenomegaly; enlarged spleen
based on; on the basis of
view; opinion; finding; findings
(not) well; (not) properly; (not) enough; (not) sufficiently; (not) satisfactorily
creation; production; creative work (novel, film, etc.); fabrication; fiction; invention
forbidden move (sumo, shogi, go, etc.); prohibited move; foul
burlesque; low comedy; farce
look of amazement; looking dumbfounded
shall ...; to assume; to suppose
reckless; (at) random; haphazard; blind; sudden; abrupt
remainder of one's life; one's remaining days; time left (to live)
to empty; to vacate; to evacuate
to send; to forward; to hand over (e.g. money); indicates that the action is directed towards the speaker; indicates that the object of an action arrives at or is received by the speaker
cerebral hemorrhage; cerebral haemorrhage
slowly; tardily; complaining; grumbling; unsettled (e.g. weather); loose
to pull; to tug; to draw (attention, sympathy, etc.); to attract (e.g. interest); to draw back (e.g. one's hand); to draw in (one's chin, stomach, etc.); to draw (a card, mahjong tile, etc.)
because of; on account of; about; on; per; for every
being independent; becoming independent; standing on one's own feet (without the use of crutches, etc.)
scolding; telling-off; rebuke; lecture
the way back; the way home; return trip
frequently; repeatedly; eagerly; keenly; hard; terribly
I can't die and leave things this way
(looking) very bleak; having dim prospects
awareness of things around one; ability to understand what is going on around oneself; judgment; judgement; discretion
large; big; older; senior; final; ultimate
big quarrel; huge fight; big row
faith; belief; piety; devotion; godliness