absurd; unreasonable; excessive; very; extremely; excessively
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
to feel around for; to fumble for; to investigate; to probe into; to explore (parts unknown); to enjoy (natural beauty)
beat; palpitation; pulsation; throbbing
to wear away; to rub down; to abrade
senior high school student
futon; Japanese bedding consisting of a mattress and a duvet; round cushion used for Zen meditation (traditionally made of woven bulrush leaves)
rotation (usu. around something); revolution; turning
to hold (an event); to give (a dinner, party, etc.); to feel (sensation, emotion, call of nature, etc.); to show signs of
aah!; ooh!; oh no!; oh boy!
real feeling; actual feeling; to actually feel; to have a real feeling (that ...); to experience personally
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
such; this sort of; like this
trouble; burden; nuisance; care; dependence; support
to call again; to call someone back
mostly; ordinarily; probably; most; almost all; ordinary
invitation; solicitation; canvassing; canvasing; inducement; persuasion
kind; sort; type; equal; match; peer
to break off; to come to an end; to be interrupted; to be cut short; to pause
to sound; to ring; to resound; to echo; to roar; to rumble
to push (something) against
inside; within; while (e.g. one is young); during; among; amongst; in (secret, chaos, poverty, etc.)
that way; that direction; there; that (one); you; your family
head (of a household, etc.); leader; owner; proprietor; subject (of a rumour, etc.); doer (of a deed); guardian spirit (e.g. long-resident beast, usu. with mystical powers)
to examine; to look up; to investigate; to check up; to sense; to study
to suddenly understand (esp. on basis of experience or memory); to come to mind; to recall (in a flash); to be reminded of; to call to mind; to think of
at once; right away; promptly; on the spur of the moment
to come out; to appear; to turn up; to emerge
disquieting; threatening; turbulent; restless; unsettled; disturbing
eh?; what?; yes; that's correct; (arch.) strengthens a question, assertion, etc.; (arch.) hey
there; that situation; that occasion; the spot (i.e. "on the spot"); immediately; then and there
missing (of a person); lost; unaccounted for; whereabouts unknown
running away from home; elopement; (arch.) outing; (arch.) going out; (arch.) becoming a Buddhist monk; (arch.) entering the priesthood
without permission; without notice
travel; trip; journey; excursion; tour
one's own convenience; one's way; surroundings; environment; convenience; ease of use; financial circumstances