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self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing

2

to perceive; to sense; to understand; to comprehend; to attain enlightenment

1

the front; honesty; uprightness; decency; normality

1

to cancel; to withdraw; to retract; to take back (words, etc.); to revoke

2

loss of memory; amnesia

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one's mind

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to be resurrected; to be resuscitated; to be rehabilitated; to be recalled (e.g. memories); to be brought back

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to tire of; to lose interest in; to be too much for one; to find unmanageable; to be beyond one's control; to not know what to do with

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to tie; to bind; to bear (fruit); to close (e.g. deal); to confirm; to connect (two distant places); to close tightly

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to adhere to; to stick to; to keep close to; to go along with; to get involved with; to be thick with

2

to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself

1

at least

1

effort; exertion; endeavour; endeavor; hard work; striving

1

consequence; result; conclusion

1

to disturb; to prevent; to obstruct; to hinder

1

to speak; to say; to vocalize

1

to choose at one's own discretion; to choose when to do something; to estimate (the time for something)

1

to spur on; to urge forward; to impel; to drive at high speed (e.g. a car)

2

nasty; mean; heartless; inconsiderate; selfish

1

by (means of); by doing; due to; via; through

2

to have luck on one's side; to get lucky; to have one's eyes bulge out of one's head (with surprise)

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falling together; mutual destruction; joint bankruptcy

2

profiting while others fight

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impossible; unlikely; improbable

1

pangs of conscience

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fruit; nut; berry; fruits; profit

1

sweet (taste); luscious; sweet (melody, dream, etc.); delightful; pleasant

1

(feelings of) love

3

one's own room

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concerning; regarding; per (e.g. 100 yen per person); for every

1

not caring; not giving a damn

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to worry about; to be worried about; to fret about; to not know what to do; to be at a loss (as to what to do)

1

shock (psychological); crisis (esp. financial); event that rattles the markets; shock (physical, mechanical); shock (e.g. due to lack of blood flow); trauma

3

way of speaking; intimation

2

even; for starters; so; therefore; judging from; based on

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accurate; correct; precise; exact

1

on purpose; deliberately; intentionally

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(arch.) sitting outdoors; room that served both as a reception room and as a living room in a Heian-period mansion; temporary sitting place installed in the garden at the imperial court, used on the occasion of archery or sumo ceremonies

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to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)

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seductive; carnal; troubling; difficult; anxious; uneasy

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to ask a question; to begin to ask a question

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without

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thorny path

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to condemn; to blame; to urge; to press; to torture; to torment

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coincidence; agreement; conformity; consistency; cooperation

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the very best; utmost

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single; solo; solitary; just one; only one

1

hatred

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rival; competition

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fair and square; open and aboveboard

1