heartbroken; crestfallen; dejected; feeling exhausted; feeling drained
certain; some kind of; some sort of; of sorts
sense of duty; sense of purpose; vocation
fragment; small piece; scrap; shred (e.g. of emotion); trace; bit
to comfort; to console; to amuse
embarrassed smile; embarrassed laugh; bashful smile
a little over; a little more than; strength; the strong; powerhouse; one of the biggest
no matter what; whatever you say; in the end; after all
to be taught; to learn; to take lessons in
while (one is at it); when; on the occasion of; at the same time (as); on one's way (to); by the way
a little; a bit; just a minute; for a moment; somewhat; rather; (not) easily
to be open (to traffic); to lead (to); to flow (of a liquid, current, etc.); to pass (through); to be conveyed (of an intention, meaning, etc.); to be understood (by); to be well versed (in)
to spoil; to ruin; to destroy; to make a mess of
to gulp down (alcohol, poison, etc.); to quaff; to down
throat; singing voice; gutter (inner margins of a book)
to fit into (a box, frame, category, etc.); to be contained within; to settle down (into); to be installed (in one's rightful place); to settle into (one's position); to take up (a post)
that's true; of course; obviously
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
to hit hard; to punch hard; to give a hard blow; to wallop; to sock
to fall down; to fall over; to turn out; to play out; to abandon Christianity (and convert to Buddhism); to apostatize
to succeed; to relieve; to take the place of; to substitute for; to be exchanged; to change (places with)
trouble; bother; trouble; difficulty; care; attention
anyway; anyhow; setting aside ...; regardless of ...; really; truly
abandonment; renouncement; renunciation; resignation; abdication; surrender
opposite side; other side; over there; ahead; destination; there (somewhere distant, esp. abroad)
(apparently) that's what it's like, isn't it; that sort of (thing mentioned immediately prior)
to conceive; to become pregnant; to get filled with (e.g. sails filled with wind); to be swollen with; to contain (a contradiction, danger, etc.); to carry (a problem, consequences, etc.)
to feel irritated; to feel offended; to feel angry; to feel sick; to feel nauseous
to look down on; to condescend
anger; rage; fury; wrath; indignation
military force; force of arms; strength of an army
to collect; to gather; to arrange; to put in order; to make uniform; to make even
conceit; hubris; vanity; presumption
to (hit and) crush; to smash; to squash; to defeat soundly; to crush (an opponent, hopes, etc.)
to collect; to assemble; to gather
to dust; to remove dust; to slap; to hit (with the palm); to use up money
superficial; half-hearted; shallow
to sprinkle water on (something); to spray water on; to splash water on; to hinder; to hamper; to stifle
pride; dignity; self-worth
minimum; at the very least
massacre; annihilation; wholesale slaughter