contrary to one's expectations
doubt; misgivings; distrust; suspicion
beyond one's control; nothing one can do
painful; being sorry; feeling sorry
to be grieved at heart; to be troubled; to be worried; to trouble oneself (about something)
you have only to; all you have to (do); all that's required; as long as; if only
pretending not to see something; turning a blind eye to; burying one's head in the sand
conflict; complication; troubles; discord
(something) one does not really mean; insincere
pillage; plunder; looting; robbery
to be relieved; to feel relieved
take a chance; go for broke; nothing ventured, nothing gained
reproachful; hateful; bitter
to look downwards (at); to lower one's gaze; to drop one's eyes
bungee-jumping; bungee jump
head over heels; headlong; head first
waste matter; waste; garbage; trash
precipitation; deposition; settlement (e.g. of sediment)
dust; trash; garbage; negligible amount; tiny bit; hustle and bustle (of life)
without; but if; otherwise; or else
to send (someone) back; to send (someone) home
to draw (conclusion); to deduce; to derive
to find out; to discover; to detect
tap-tap; knock-knock; cough-cough; bark (of a fox); yelp; heavily (e.g. of snow falling)
being at sea; losing one's bearings; (arch.) disorientation upon waking at night; (arch.) forgetting which house or room to enter
to give; to offer; to lift up; to hold up; to raise
structure; construction; arrangement; plan; plot; contrivance
(at) the beginning of the New Year; early in the New Year
to be crowded; to be packed; to be complex; to go into; to put into; to do intently
carefree; comfortable; at ease; easygoing; happy-go-lucky
to act as an agent for; to intermediate; to announce (someone's arrival); to answer (the door, the phone); to convey (a message)
to become old enough to understand what's going on around oneself (of a child, etc.); to reach the age of discretion
spell (that restricts one's movements); binding spell
sattva (being); bodhisattva
pretending to respect someone while in fact staying distant; keeping at arm's length; avoiding (something unpleasant); shying away from; giving the batter an "intentional walk"
champion of justice; knight in shining armor; crime avenger; hero; super hero
white horse; unrefined sake
prince; subordinate Kumano shrine