to put on weight; to gain weight; to grow fat; to get stout
even; (if) only; just; besides; on top of that
to; for; from the standpoint of; as far as ... is concerned
earnest; sincere; pressing; urgent; pertinent; appropriate
aging; ageing; adding to one's years
vague; ambiguous; shady; disreputable; fuzzy
to deceive; to falsify; to dodge; to beg the question (issue, difficulties); to varnish over; to gloss over
to laugh; to smile; to sneer; to ridicule; to be dumbfounded; to be flabbergasted
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
pitiful; pathetic; painful to look at
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
laugh; laughter; smile; sneer; sex aids (e.g. dildos, pornographic books, erotic woodblock prints, etc.)
anyhow; in any case; at any rate; at best; at most
period of youth; while young
somewhere; anywhere; in some respects
to show signs of ...; to have the appearance of ...
where; what place; how much (long, far); what extent
ordinary; common; free of charge; unaffected; as is; only
self-torture; masochism; inflicting damage to oneself
to tighten; to press hard
to hurt; to ache; to feel a pain; to be injured; to be spoiled (e.g. food); to be damaged
to notice; to become aware; to be scrupulous; to be attentive; to recover consciousness; to come to oneself
as (e.g. "do as one is told", "as we age we gain wisdom"); wherever (e.g. "wherever my fancy took me")
to hug someone close; to hold someone tight; to embrace closely
unrelated; irrelevant; unconcerned; unconnected
strong; potent; strong; brawny; good (at); skilled; being able to handle
whole (body); full-length (e.g. portrait); systemic
charming; fascinating; attractive
to start; to begin; to start up (a business, society, etc.); to open (e.g. a store); to start ...; to begin to ...
endurance; patience; perseverance; self-control; self-restraint
to pin down; to knock down; to push (and hold) somebody down (esp. with sexual connotations)
Eh?; What?; Come on!; Damn!
to wound; to injure; to hurt someone's feelings (pride, etc.); to damage; to chip
to confide; to reveal; to disclose; to lay bare; to speak frankly; to open (one's heart)
had better ...; had better not ...
age difference; disparity in age; age gap
charm; fascination; glamour; glamor; attraction; appeal
anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity
violent; furious; extreme; intense; fervent; vehement
to raise; to bring to (someone's attention); to appeal to (reason, emotions, etc.); to work on (one's emotions); to complain; to sue (a person)
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely