dream within a dream; (beyond) one's wildest dreams; entirely unrealizable dream; pie in the sky
vajra (indestructible substance); diamond; adamantine; thunderbolt; Indra's weapon; Buddhist symbol of the indestructible truth
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
salary; pay; medical care; treatment; advance preparation
dejectedly; dispiritedly; despondently; gloomily
tail (of an animal); tail end; tip
to play (games, sports); to enjoy oneself; to mess about (with alcohol, gambling, philandery, etc.); to be idle; to do nothing; to meet up (with friends); to hang out
to hold (in one's hand); to take (into one's hand); to own; to obtain
limply; wearily; listlessly; languidly; exhaustedly; unenergetically
to poke (repeatedly, lightly); to nudge; to peck at (one's food); to pick at; to peck at (someone's faults, etc.); to egg on
not knowing when to let go (give up, etc.); unwilling to resign; having lingering attachment; regretful
other people's affairs; someone else's problem
area; vicinity; side; edge; circumstances
to bend; to curve; to turn; to be awry; to be askew
curiously enough; oddly enough; to the point of being mysterious; to the extent of being strange
to stick it out (until the end)
prognostic symptoms; after-effect; sequela
one's heart; one's feelings; one's inner thoughts; one's mind
posterity; future generations; future life
fort; stronghold; fortification
fame (for one's bravery); great renown
origin; source; history; originally; from the start; by nature
to step back; to move back; to withdraw (from the presence of a superior); to leave; to resign; to retire
before the gate; in front of the gate
to be at a loss how to continue an offensive; to be frustrated by impregnable defences
evacuation; withdrawal; revocation; repeal; retreat
sharp parting remark; parting threat
regularization; regularisation; getting up speed; proceeding at full tilt
transport; transportation; transit; conveyance
soon; shortly; before long; nearly; almost
as hoped for; as expected
leading; foremost; preeminent; outstanding; one of the best
to experience (something unpleasant); to go through; to suffer
emotional strength; force of will
to be descended from; to inherit (a disposition, etc.) from one's ancestors
to slacken; to loosen; to relax; to slack off (e.g. one's work, attention); to not put one's heart in
specialization; specialisation
singing one's own praises; praising one's own wares
reason; logic; sense; natural way of things
change; alteration; modification
damn it; damn; beast; animal; person reborn into the animal realm; brute