surprise attack; surprise visit; catching a person off guard
unconditionally; as a rule
outline; summary; gist; basic points
putting together (e.g. opinions); gathering; collecting; aggregating; summarizing; integrating
upright; honest; faithful; conscientious; sincere
observance (of laws, rules, etc.); adherence; obeying; following; abiding by; compliance
love; affection; attachment; craving; agape; Ireland
suspicious-looking; shady; questionable; dubious; fishy
but; however; although; though
to choose at one's own discretion; to choose when to do something; to estimate (the time for something)
notice; attention; observation
reincarnation; rebirth; transmigration; metempsychosis
what is called; what you call; what they call; so-called
solitude; loneliness; isolation
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
to be at a loss for words
overdependence (on others; usu. one's fosterers or seniors); lack of self-reliance; presumed acceptance (of one's behaviour); presumed benevolence; attention-seeking (behavior)
older brother; elder brother; brother-in-law (spouse's older brother or older sister's husband)
feeling keenly; fully realizing
helpless; forlorn; hopeless; unpromising; lonely; discouraging
disaster; tragedy; tragic incident; horrible accident
blunder; fault; error; mistake; failure; disgrace
like this; this sort; this way
for a short while; for a brief period; soon; in a short while
to say; to be called; to do
miscreant; scoundrel; villain
as one pleases; self-indulgently; freely; without restraint; at will
negligence; neglect; carelessness; procrastination
tingling; stinging; pungently
to pause; to have a short intermission
let me see; well; errr ...; uhh ...
essential; important; crucial; vital; main
coming out (disclosing one's sexual orientation or gender identity); revealing (e.g. something embarrassing); disclosure; announcement
pleasant (of a sensation); comfortable; cheerful; happy; smooth (of function); working well
ignoring; looking the other way; passing through; going through; leaving a passing ball for a teammate (in soccer); letting the ball go past
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean