at this juncture; after all this time; at this stage; now
to throw away; to cast away; to abandon; to desert; to give up; to resign
to hold in one's arms; to carry in one's arms; to have (problems, debts, etc.); to take on (a responsibility); to employ; to have (on one's staff)
(suffer) deterioration; growing worse; aggravation; degeneration; corruption
proper; respectable; decent; (arch.) entirely; (arch.) completely; (arch.) wholly
to be evident; to be obvious; to understand completely
worst; horrible; horrid; in the worst case; if worst comes to worst
just this side of; one step short of; on the brink
because; for; the reason why is ...
restoring one's impaired reputation; regaining one's honor; redeeming oneself
to fret (over); to brood (about); to mope; worriedly; (fretting) constantly; (worrying) over this and that
to see (a doctor, etc.); to consult (someone)
to make a mistake (in); to commit an error (e.g. in calculation); to confuse; to mistake something for something else
position; location; base; point; site
secret; private; surreptitious
spicy; hot; salty; harsh (criticism); severe (punishment); painful
escape; break-out; prolapse; proptosis
journey; trip; travels; during the journey; on the way; while travelling
to wake up; to sober up; to come to one's senses; to become enlightened
to wake up; to awake; to awaken to (instinct, ability, perception, etc.); to become aware of; to come to one's senses
to be worried about; to be concerned for someone's welfare
lower back; waist; hips; body (of hair, noodle, paper, etc.); resilience; spring
to elevate; to raise; to lift up; to flatter; to extol; to praise to the sky
crackling; cracking; clapping; incessantly (blinking)
to blink (one's eyes); to wink; to bat; to twinkle (e.g. stars); to flicker; to waver
pain; ache; soreness; damage; injury; wear
to twist; to wrench; to puzzle over; to defeat easily
relief; reassurance; recognition of right to land ownership (by the shogunate, a feudal lord, etc.); (arch.) living safely surrounded by walls
to be affected; to put on airs; to pose
to cause someone to worry
to knit one's brows (in discomfort, unease, disapproval, etc.); to raise one's eyebrows; to frown; to scowl
inferiority (e.g. numerical); inferior position; disadvantage; unfavorable situation; unfavourable situation
why; oh; no!; quit it!; stop!
being somewhat excited (agitated)