to reflect on (oneself, past conduct, etc.); to contemplate; to examine; to think over; to introspect
to weigh on one's mind; to trouble one
when; how soon; how long until
to grow timid; to cower; to become perverse; to become contrary; to be cramped; to be constrained
reward; prize; treat; delight; small joy
putting one's life on the line; staking one's life (on); risking one's life; life and death situation
about this time; about now
to cause a loss; to make a hole (in)
dead person; deceased person
electric shock; blitz; lightning attack; sudden and without warning; shocking
froufrou; frou frou; frilly decoration; Furfur; Furtur; mythical great Earl of Hell
restlessly; nervously; uneasily; in a fidget
that way; that direction; that (one); that person; there; over there
trivial; not amounting to much
to shine; to look slightly upward (of a noh mask; indicating joy, etc.)
to bend loosely back and forth; to wriggle; to be crooked
to risk one's life (to do); to put one's life on the line; to step forward (to do); to give one's all
memory; sense; experience
seeing through (a trick, someone's mind, etc.)
that much; as much; to that extent; only that; that alone; no more than that
to reward; to recompense; to repay; to retaliate; to get revenge
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
exaggerated; overdone; overblown; hyperbolic; bombastic; grandiose
spatula; (fabric) tracing spatula; (pottery) pallet; (artificially cultured) Japanese crucian carp
no matter how you look at it; no matter how you slice it; clearly; obviously; surely; without a doubt
period; time; opportunity; chance; age; term (e.g. in office); session (e.g. of parliament)
all right; let's do this!; you got it!; it's here!; finally!; boom!
to keep away; to keep at a distance
coming and going; recurring (esp. thoughts)
when it comes to ...; as for ...
errand; mission; messenger; bearer; familiar spirit
to love one another; to be affectionate towards each other; to have sex; to make love
aloneness; loneliness; solitude
damn it; damn; beast; animal; person reborn into the animal realm; brute
incompetence; laziness; worthlessness; good-for-nothing; loser; weakling
coward; gutless person; sissy; weakling; loser; milquetoast
being good-for-nothing; useless person
lecher with a quiet exterior; lecher who doesn't seem it and doesn't talk about it
pure heart; naivete; innocence
outside a car (train, bus, etc.)