to get torn; to tear; to rip; to be broken off (of negotiations, etc.); to break down; to collapse
to repair; to mend; to change; to alter; to put back; to put away; to cure
tool; implement; means; furniture
to collapse; to flop (onto)
that night; that evening; over the course of the evening
to dream (i.e. while asleep); to have a dream; to dream (of the future); to have a fleeting experience
servile; subservient; obsequious; slavish; self-abasing; grovelling
NEET (young person not in education, employment or training)
to come out; to appear; to turn up; to go out for a while
antiquity; the previous era
living room (Western style); sitting room
after all; in the end; conclusion; end; end of a game of go, shogi, etc.
illness (usu. excluding minor ailments, e.g. common cold); disease; bad habit; bad behaviour; crazy; insane
it is not possible (to, that); there is no such thing as
accident; incident; trouble; circumstances; reasons
the point just before ...; the point of (doing); the verge (of); (just before the) edge
impudent; shameless; brazen; forward; audacious; cheeky
(feeling) impatient; irritated; irritating; frustrated; frustrating; vexed
truth; reality; truly; really; absolute truth
border; boundary; turning point; watershed; area; region
father; father (e.g. of a discipline); pioneer (e.g. of field of research); God; Father
to be sad; to mourn for; to regret
waste; scrap; garbage; scum; piece of trash; loser
hostility; animosity; enmity
contempt; scorn; disdain; despising; looking down on; slighting
(this) small amount; (such a) paltry amount; only this much; slightest bit
isn't it?; don't you think?; right?; surely; come on
taking a straight look at something; looking someone in the eyes
self-justification; excuse
being driven into a corner; having no way out; being caught between a rock and a hard place
(place of) refuge; escape; exit; way out; shelter; hiding place
the ocean; the great deep
to throw into; to toss into; to throw-in; to play a throw-in
anyone; anybody; everyone; everybody; whoever
escape from reality; escapism; ostrichism
I wish I had ...; I should have ...; it would have been better if I had ...
at that time; in those days
gossip; corner of the mouth
waking; waking up; awakening
rule; domination; direction; management; control (of one's destiny, public opinion, etc.); governing
to deceive; to cheat; to falsify; to misrepresent; to evade (a question, taxes, etc.); to dodge
gazing at (in wonderment)
to give; to confer; to bestow; to kindly do for one; to oblige; to favour