self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
as if (something untrue were actually true); like hell (e.g. "like hell I will")
armpit; under one's arm; beside; close to; aside; to the side; off-track
unpleasant; awkward; embarrassing; uneasy
silence; being silent; quiet; reticence; inaction
private property; personal belongings; personal effects
as much as possible; as far as possible; whenever possible; if (at all) possible
near; close; beside; vicinity; proximity; besides
in; on; at (place); as for; regarding
(if) by some chance; by some possibility; in the unlikely event that; (unlikely event of) emergency; the worst(-case scenario)
bag; sack; skin of an orange (and other like fruits); dead end; plot of land surrounded by water
bedside; near one's pillow
to wake up; to awake; to awaken to (instinct, ability, perception, etc.); to become aware of; to come to one's senses
to be possible (in terms of time, money, etc.); to be able (to do); to fit (schedule, budget)
always; without exception; necessarily; certainly; without fail; positively
to be unable to let pass unnoticed; to be unable to be indifferent; to be unable to just watch (without doing anything)
to be responsible for; to bear the responsibility of
to write to; to send word to; to hand over (official business)
special; particular; peculiar; unique
sudden turn; sudden change; (suddenly occurring) accident; emergency
loan; lending; favor; favour; creditor; method of lending
splash; spray; chance blow; by-blow; getting dragged into (a quarrel, etc.)
a person without a single relative
procedure; process; proceedings; formalities
the rest; the others; in addition (to that); besides that; and so forth; and the like
to take (all of) into consideration
to pay attention to another's needs; to attend to; to fuss about; to take into consideration
various; all sorts of; variety of; (arch.) various colors (colours)
art; craft; accomplishment; artistic skill; technique; performance
to be able (in a position) to do; to be up to the task; to be ready; to be completed; to be made; to be built; to be good at
ago; since; before; previous
brains (of an operation); advisor; brain trust; brain (organ)
to be needed; to be wanted
originally; primarily; essentially; intrinsically; proper; rightful
PC; personal computer; prestressed concrete; precast concrete; polycarbonate; political correctness; patrol car
to insert; to put in (such that there is a snug fit); to have sex; to fuck; to pigeonhole (into a particular category); to place a ring-shaped object around something (esp. one that restricts freedom, such as handcuffs)
so to speak; so to call it; as it were
some; few; somewhat; to a certain extent; (arch.) many; (arch.) a lot
giving something a try because it will not do any harm
to have a go; to try and do (something); to take a chance with something
absurd; unreasonable; excessive; very; extremely; excessively
thoughtless; reckless; seldom; rare; ordinary; usual
meaningfully (smiling, grinning, etc.); suggestively; broadly; sneeringly