what; how many; many; a lot of; several; a few
hesitation; indecision; vacillation
to jump down; to leap down; to jump off; to leap off
to finish; to stop; to close (a business, etc.); to close down; to put away; to put back
dangerous; in danger; facing imminent danger; precarious (situation); perilous (state, balance, etc.); in doubt
to be dying; to be about to die; to be close to death
failure; mistake; blunder
to memorize; to memorise; to learn; to pick up; to feel; to think
by means of; due to; because of; according to
myself; yourself; I; me; you
the body; the flesh; the outer man; one's physique
as usual; as always; as before; as ever; still
fear; horror; risk; danger; awe; reverence
emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment
indicates word or phrase being defined; used for quoting (thoughts, speech, etc.); with; (not) as much as; (not) so much as; the fact that
unrelated; unconnected; without relations (esp. of a deceased person); having no surviving relatives; unrelated to the teachings of Buddha; unable to be saved by Buddha
(even) if only a little; to some extent; in the slightest way
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
weapon; arms; ordnance; weapon (something used to gain an advantage); asset
together (with); at the same time; in one lump; in the same category
thirst for blood; bloodlust; determination to kill
to hit (e.g. one's head); to strike; to throw (at); to fling (at); to vent (e.g. one's anger); to express (one's feelings)
early on; earlier on; from early
that; the matter in question
to notice; to realize; to realise; to regain consciousness; to come to (one's senses); to come round
oneself; oneself; for oneself; personally
(hand) weapon; (arch.) one's forte; (arch.) one's special skill; (arch.) weapon one is skilled in using
to take in one's hand; to pick up; to obtain
person; someone; human beings; mankind; human (Homo sapiens); (other) people; others
to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
to reach the point where ...; to come to ...; to come to be that ...; to start to ...; to begin to ...
mostly; ordinarily; probably; most; almost all; ordinary
unreasonable; irrational; outrageous; absurd
to become; to get; to result in; to turn out; to consist of; to be composed of; to be completed
desperation; struggle to the death
counterattack; counteroffensive; counterblow
to try to ...; to be about to do ...; to decide to ...; to take as; to treat as; to use for; to suppose that (such) is the case
in so doing; when you do so; in this regard; on this occasion; some time during that period
to turn (towards); to face; to head to; to go towards; to allot; to allocate
hatred; abhorrence; loathing; detestation
intent to kill; intent to murder; urge to kill; murderous impulse
such ... as; or some such
naked; bare; uncovered; frank; open; blunt
appearance; expression; manifestation