self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
sensation; feeling; tendency; propensity
will; desire; eagerness; interest; drive; motivation
to yearn (for); to miss; to feel nostalgic (for); to recall fondly
at that time; in those days; at that moment; then
memory; recollection; remembrance; memory; storage
to wake up (someone; by calling out); to awaken; to bring back (e.g. memories); to evoke; to recall
to hang (something) on the wall
glaringly; dazzlingly; blazingly
to be excited; to be nervous; to be thrilled
dark red; dark brown; reddish brown
blood; blood; ancestry; (the) blood; feelings
weird; eerie; ominous; creepy; uncanny; unearthly
vitality; energy; dynamism
originally; from the start; from the beginning; none the worse (for); (coming out) even; in the same position (as before)
if anything; if pushed I'd say; if I had to say
way of talking; speaking style
to cover; to hide; to conceal; to wrap; to disguise
will (to do something); drive; motivation; enthusiasm; eagerness
to rise high (of water); to overflow; to swell; to be filled with (emotion, energy, etc.); to be bursting with; to be brimming with
to rely on; to depend on; to count on; to turn to (for help)
opening fully; full throttle; full power
weak; weakly; feeble; frail; delicate; faint (voice, sunlight, etc.)
early evening (usu. from 3pm to 6pm); dusk
sunlight; rays of the Sun
to close up; to shut up (e.g. behind doors); to cut off (e.g. because a deadline has expired); to close off (e.g. subscription list)
sunlight; sunshine; Nikkō (city in Tochigi); Suryaprabha (bodhisattva)
by (means of); by doing; due to; via; through
(powers of) concentration; ability to concentrate
maintenance; preservation; improvement
creation; generation; formation; derivation
elevation; rise; improvement; advancement; progress
to close one's eyes partly; to squint; to smile with one's whole face; to smile sweetly (at); to look fondly (at)
to get used to; to grow accustomed to; to become skilled in; to become experienced at; to become tame; to become domesticated
manner of using one's hands