fear; dread; fright; terror; trepidation; panic
rage; fury; exasperation; indignation
trembling slightly; quivering softly; swaying gently; softly; springy
breaking up (a meeting, gathering, etc.); dispersal (e.g. of a crowd); dissolution (of a company, organization, etc.); winding-up; dissolution (of the Diet, Parliament, etc.)
reconciliation; making up (with); making peace (with); being friends again; patching up a quarrel
bothersome; tiresome; bother to do
to empty; to vacate; to evacuate
neglecting; leaving alone
to strain (e.g. one's nerves); to be on edge; to be tense (of an atmosphere); to cover completely (e.g. with tiles, ice, etc.); to spread over; to become covered (in)
feeling of relief (for the time being); peace of mind (for now)
I can't die and leave things this way
beginning; start; first (in line, etc.); origin; such as ...; not to mention ...
jingling; jangling; clinking; lasciviously; coquettishly
to profit; to get; to have (bear, beget) a child; to have a stroke of luck
to be effective; to be fruitful; to be worthwhile; to be worth; to be rewarded; to pay off
troublesome; bothersome; tiresome; annoying
honestly speaking; in truth; in all honesty; to be frank
pain; agony; suffering; distress; torment
physical weariness; sense of fatigue; washed-out feeling
sleepiness; drowsiness; the sandman; Morpheus
to ride on a person's shoulders; to be carried on a person's back; to rely on; to depend on
(this is only) the beginning; just the start; jonokuchi; lowest division in sumo
prohibition; inhibition; ban
the northeastern (unlucky) direction; person or thing to be avoided; (lit.) the demon's gate; weak point; Achilles' heel
to hang up (e.g. a coat, a picture on the wall); to let hang; to put on (e.g. a blanket); to put on top of; to put on (glasses, etc.); to wear (a necklace, etc.); to make (a call)
to peel off; to come off; to flake off; to fade; to discolor; to discolour
mild; calm; gentle; quiet; congenial; amicable
special occupation; principal occupation; specialty; monopoly
mixed with; mingled with; interspersed with; dashed with; sprinkled with
to be relieved; to feel relieved
the way there; outbound leg; bound for ...; outbound ticket
(breaking) with a snap (of a thread, rope, etc.); (stopping) suddenly (of communications, a practice, etc.); abruptly; completely
(theatrical) blackout; taking a (sudden) turn for the worse; rapid deterioration
substantial; real (as opposed to nominal)
to warp; to bend; to contort; to be perverted; to be warped (of a view, mind, etc.); to be distorted