to subsist; to keep on living
fatigue; weariness; exhaustion; fatigue (of metal, etc.)
way (of doing); manner; method; means
reality; actuality; hard fact
even at the best of times; already; (even) under normal circumstances; in addition to; as it is
lots of; a ton of; a mountain of; piles of; heaps of; so many
one (thing); one piece; one item
and; or; and the like; and so forth; and what not
throwaway; disposable; single-use
not feeling like doing ...; having no mind to ...; being in no mood for ...; having no intention of ...
silence; stillness; quietness
to glare at each other; to confront each other
foreign substance; foreign body; strange object; unusual object; (arch.) dead body; (arch.) corpse
one's own child; one's own children
to disappear; to vanish; to bolt; to go into hiding
no sleep or rest; working day and night
clue; lead; key; handhold; hold
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
intermittently; bit by bit; little by little; in drops (e.g. of rain)
to yearn (for); to miss; to feel nostalgic (for); to recall fondly
on the occasion of; at the time of
main cause; primary factor
retaliation; revenge; reprisal; retorsion; retortion
to hate; to dislike; to avoid; to disregard; to act without regard (for); to be bad for (e.g. dust in machinery)
feeling good; feeling at ease; feeling easy
shackles; fetters; irons; bonds (e.g. family); ties; binding relationship
important; significant; precious; valuable; careful
to lose one's senses; to go mad; to go off the rails; to fool around; to mess around; to lark about
to appear uneasy; to appear anxious
each time; every time; whenever (something happens); on the occasion of
to split; to tear; to burst; to be separated; to be divided
blood; blood; ancestry; (the) blood; feelings
to spout out; to spurt out; to sprout; to bud; to burst into laughter; to blow (smoke, etc.)
to take (seat, position, course, office, etc.); to assume; to ascend (the throne); to accede; to start (on a journey); to commence
from the start; from the beginning; from the outset
to feel like; to feel inclined to do
selfish; egoist; (arch.) self-indulgent; (arch.) wilful; (arch.) willful
negligent; careless; slipshod; slovenly; reckless; irresponsible
leaving (a hall, meeting, stadium, etc.); exit; walkout; exit (from the stage); leaving the stage
dream; dream; hope; unrealistic aspiration; daydream; delusion
stubbornness; obstinacy; disposition; nature; appetite; desire
characteristic (of); peculiar (to); inherent (in); eigen-
to lean against; to recline on; to lean on; to rely on; to depend on
dilatorily; sluggishly; to take a lot of time; to become late; to take it easy