self-torture; masochism; inflicting damage to oneself
assumption; supposition; hypothesis; supposition
shout of abuse; jeers; boos
to be confused; to be bewildered; to be taken aback
mastery; skillfulness; dexterity; master hand; expert
heart; guts; nerve; heart (of something); central part
to be overturned; to be reversed; to turn over; to fall down; to tumble down; to topple over
too (much); overly; excessively
to be foolish; to be stupid; to be ridiculous; to be absurd
innermost depths of one's heart
oh!; ah!; oh dear!; good grief!; dear me!; thank God!
to show contempt for; to look down upon; to have a low opinion of; to cause to fall; to make decline
hopeless; futile; no use; beyond help; cannot be done
to come out all right; to take care of itself; to go crazy; to become romantically or sexually involved (with someone)
to take refuge in; to succeed in running away
to smash; to break (into pieces); to shatter; to simplify; to make easy to understand
to shoot through (a wall, the heart, etc.); to go through; to pierce; to hit (e.g. the bull's-eye)
to be too numerous; to be too much
to take in; to gather in; to adopt (e.g. an idea); to accept (e.g. advice); to harvest; to reap
defective item; defective product; defective merchandise
doubt; suspicion; misgivings; scruples
to reject; to repulse; to repel; to bounce back; to counterattack; to strike back
to vomit; to throw up; to emit; to send forth; to give (an opinion); to make (a comment)
tone (of voice); parlance; style; intonation; accent
to see; to look; to examine; to look over; to look after; to attend to; to experience
unbelievable; incredible; implausible
(something) has never occurred; to have never done (something); such a thing has not happened; never happens; there is never a time when
to push away; to thrust aside; to detach oneself from; to keep away from; to act coldly; to do without emotion
unexpressed; unspoken; implied; implicit
measure; step; dealing with; medical treatment
to stand watch; to stand guard; to look out; to open (one's eyes) wide
guard; security guard; security officer
honestly speaking; in truth; in all honesty; to be frank
confession (to a crime, wrongdoing, etc.); admission; professing one's feelings (to someone one wants to go out with); declaration of love; profession (of faith); confession (of sins)
best one could ask for; just what one wants; welcome (news); heaven-sent
restriction; restraint; binding; constraint
ground; earth's surface; land; lot; plot
one by one; one each; one at a time
in its entirety; whole; wholly
memorization; memorisation; learning by heart
artificial; unnatural; human-caused (e.g. mistake, error, disaster); man-made
rote memorization (memorisation); rote learning; indiscriminate memorizing (memorising)
sly; cunning; sneaky; crafty; unfair; dishonest
sense of being victimized; aggrieved feelings; victim mentality; victim's mind