jpdb beta

to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb

2

the best one can do; one's best effort; with all one's might; to the best of one's ability; as hard as possible

1

self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing

2

sleepy eyes; drowsy look

1

to fall asleep

1

broken; interrupted; disconnected; intermittent; fragmentary; discontinuous

1

to catch; to stop the blow; to react to; to take (advice, etc.); to accept

1

true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience

1

throat; singing voice; gutter (inner margins of a book)

1

that is to say; that is; in short; in brief; clogging; obstruction; shrinkage

1

sense of liberation; feeling of freedom

1

suddenly; all of a sudden

1

to pretend; to act (as if)

4

exposed; scanty; bare; public; open

1

dream; dream; hope; unrealistic aspiration; daydream; delusion

10

turning over in bed; rolling over; tossing and turning; betrayal; double-crossing

1

reluctant (to part)

1

indeed; really; very; extremely; absolutely; certainly

1

at times; occasionally

1

gradually; by degrees; little by little; steps; stairs; staircase

1

talking in one's sleep; somniloquy; nonsense; gibberish

1

interpretation; explanation; reading; construction

1

to dream (i.e. while asleep); to have a dream; to dream (of the future); to have a fleeting experience

2

answer; reply; response; answer; solution; result

1

to blush

3

to be fascinated (by); to be captivated by; to be enchanted by; to gaze admiringly at; to watch in fascination

1

embarrassed; feeling ashamed; feeling awkward

2

oneself; myself

1

formation; molding; making (up); repair (e.g. with plastic surgery); replacement; -plasty

1

(rolling) along; (rolling) over and over; with a bright, ringing sound (e.g. of a bell); (laughing) in a bright, high-pitched tone; (changing) frequently (of opinions, conversation topic, etc.); constantly; (losing) all too easily

1

oh; right; I see; OK; gotcha

4

to withdraw; to leave; to retire; to back down; to give up

1

graveyard; cemetery

1

to take (something) along; to bring with one; to carry (something) away; to bear

2

to stand watch; to stand guard; to look out; to open (one's eyes) wide

1

to put to bed; to let sleep; to lay (something) down; to put on its side; to let (money, goods, etc.) lie idle; to set aside unused

1

merely for form's sake

1

guard; lookout; watch

1

chatting; idle talk

1

to kill time

1

in truth; in actuality; at heart; the truth; the real story

1

certain; sure; no doubt; reliable; dependable

1

to be at wits' end; to be greatly perplexed; to be troubled

3

lecher with a quiet exterior; lecher who doesn't seem it and doesn't talk about it

3

very interesting; of absorbing interest; having a keen interest (in); being immensely curious (about)

1

study; diligence; working hard; experience; knowledge; discount

5

uninterested (in); having no interest (in)

1

lewdness; lewd person; pervert; lecher

3

yikes; oops; eep; wow; aargh

1

to grow up; to become an adult; to become big; to grow in size

2