one o'clock; once; at one time; for a time; for a while; a time
destruction; demolition; smashing apart; spoiling; ruining
anyhow; anyway; somehow or other; apart from ...; setting ... aside
irritation; annoyance; frustration
to meet; to face someone; to co-star; to appear together; to be matched; to face against
reflection; reconsideration; introspection; regret; repentance; remorse
qualitative difference; disparity; gap
crying loudly; bawling; wailing; crying one's eyes out (without making noise); breaking into a flood of tears; crying buckets
listen!; you see; mind you; remember
nonchalant; unconcerned; in a casual manner
push; pushing; weight; pressure; authority; forcefulness
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
to leave; to go away; to pass; to elapse; to be distant; to send away; to drive off
to visit; to call on; to arrive (of a season, situation, etc.); to come; to appear
silence; stillness; quietness
to talk to oneself; to mutter
how much; how many; to what extent
to be pretentious; to put on airs; to try to appear smart; to act brave; to try to look cool
to become sulky; to become irresponsible (due to disgruntlement)
pretext; history; past; according to ...; ... says
inconvenience; inexpediency; unhandiness
big; large; drastic; full-width cloth (approx. 72 cm wide for traditional Japanese clothing; approx. 140 cm wide for Western clothing)
to decrease (in size or number); to diminish; to abate
I'm told; is what I heard; is how it is, apparently; is what they said
in that case; (might not be what was expected or hoped for but) if that's the case
to need; to call for; to require
mental aspect; mental side
thoughtlessly; rashly; unwisely; halfway; half-done; incomplete
all that one has; all that there is; the whole
to be able (to); to be possible (to)
to compare unfavorably; to be not as good
to keep in mind; to bear in mind; to try; to aim to do; to endeavor; to endeavour
time; season; period; phase; stage
to drive away; to turn away; to send away; to repel; to repulse
to advance on; to close in; to march on; to descend on (the enemy); to move towards; to surge forward (crowd, wave of nostalgia, wave, etc.)
(on) one's own; (by) oneself
sense of isolation; (feelings of) loneliness
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
for a moment; for a minute; for a while; for some time; for the time being; for now