to become pale; to turn pale
carefully; closely; very; extremely; have no choice; cannot be helped
clear; obvious; evident; bright; light
to be still half asleep; to be half awake; to be not yet quite awake
god; deity; god-tier; incredible; (arch.) Emperor (of Japan); (arch.) thunder
to abandon; to fail; to desert; to forsake
this one; with this; in this way
illness (usu. excluding minor ailments, e.g. common cold); disease; bad habit; bad behaviour; crazy; insane
to get better; to get well; to recover (from an illness); to be cured; to be restored; to heal
to be needed; to be necessary; to be required; to be wanted; to need; to want
to send (someone) back; to send (someone) home
dream; dream; hope; unrealistic aspiration; daydream; delusion
or; either ... or; maybe; perhaps; some ... and others ...; sometimes ... and at other times ...
once and for all; completely; spotlessly
tactician; schemer; intriguer; resourceful person
worst; horrible; horrid; in the worst case; if worst comes to worst
possibly; apparently; (seem) likely; somehow or other; with difficulty; barely
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
to come along; to come around; to turn up; to arrive at the present; to get where one is; to have been doing something (for a period of time)
hindrance; obstacle; to visit (someone's home); demon who hinders Buddhist training; demon who obstructs sentient beings from maintaining moral behaviour
all of a sudden; suddenly; by chance; unexpectedly
honorific affix; honorific prefix
to come to an end; to rest
to be found; to be discovered
small amount; jot; nothing much; (to a) slight degree; wee bit
difference; variation; difference
in the meanwhile; during the time
one; 1; best; first; foremost; beginning; start
hero; the brave; man of valour (valor)
sliver of hope; gleam of hope; ray of hope
to hang up (e.g. a coat, a picture on the wall); to let hang; to put on (e.g. a blanket); to put on top of; to put on (glasses, etc.); to wear (a necklace, etc.); to make (a call)
dumbfounded; overcome with surprise; in blank amazement; in a daze
to pass (e.g. car); to overtake; to surpass; to outstrip; to get ahead of
bleaching; soaking; bleached cotton (esp. wrapped around the torso); doxxing; doxing; public humiliation (Edo-period punishment)
(looking around) restlessly; (looking) all around; goggling
mark; guide; purpose; aim; sight (on a firearm)
wasteful; a waste; too good; more than one deserves; impious; profane
freely; generously; liberally; ungrudgingly; unsparingly
to expose (to the sun, public, danger, etc.); to bleach; to refine; to rinse (vegetables); to soak; to doxx
heartbroken; crestfallen; dejected; feeling exhausted; feeling drained