(place) near by; (place) close by; (place) right next to; as soon as; right after
cold (to the touch); chilly; icy; (emotionally) cold; coldhearted; unfeeling
even if; even though; even; too; whether ... or ...; no matter (what, where, who, etc.)
miserable; pitiable; shameful; deplorable; pathetic
disillusionment; disillusion; disenchantment
case (container); case (instance, situation); case
unfortunately; regrettably
chair; seat; stool; post; position; seat
to incline; to lean; to devote oneself to; to concentrate on; to ruin; to squander
and; moreover; besides; as well as; and on top of that; at the same time
reaffirmation; reconfirmation; revalidation
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
bothersome; tiresome; bother to do
gloomy (e.g. mood); depressing; irritating; troublesome; heavy (weather); cloudy
value to society; raison d'être; existence value
subtleties; niceties; fine points; subtle; sensitive
(degree of) risk; riskiness; danger
sometimes; occasionally; now and then; from time to time
sympathy; empathy; response; identification (with someone)
to load (a gun, etc.); to charge; to put into (e.g. emotion, effort); to include (e.g. tax in a sales price); to hang over; to shroud
sense of values; values; value system
to rub together; to reconcile (ideas, proposals, plans); to compare and adjust
illness; disease; bad habit; weakness; fault
event; phenomenon; matter
leap; jump; stepping out into the wider world; becoming active on a wider stage; rapid progress; dramatic development
to move (to another place or state); to change (e.g. of state, affiliation, scenery, etc.); to spread (of a fire, smell, etc.); to catch (an illness); to move (e.g. of one's focus); to change (e.g. of one's interest)
fleeting (glimpse, glance, etc.)
there; over there; genitals; private parts; that far; that much
pardon me for leaving (first)
bewilderment; perplexity; embarrassment; discomfiture; bafflement
sidelong glance; short grain (paper); kanji "net" radical at top
quick; speedy; prompt; rapid; swift
withdrawal; secession; separation; breakaway
(moment of) departure; (upon) leaving; retirement
incomprehensible; nonsensical; puzzling; I don't get it; I'm confused; I'm lost
seeming to want to say something; looking like one wants to give one's opinion
past; after; too (much); over- (e.g. eating)
what did you just say (to me)?; what's that?