to have meaning; to be meaningful
(in spite of) being old enough to know better
lovely; dear; beloved; pitiable; pathetic; piteous
news; tidings; information; correspondence; letter
(in) secrecy; behind closed doors
death; (an) out; death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation; most severe of the five ritsuryō punishments)
to lock up; to shut up; to imprison
to become empty; to be emptied
frustrated (over a failure, humiliation or injustice); annoyed; chagrined; (bitterly) disappointed; bitter; vexed
dark; gloomy; depressed; dispirited; dark (in colour); dull; ill-boding
to help (someone) out of trouble; to rescue; to save
turning by hand; hand-turned; hand-cranked; preparations; arrangements
to rescue (someone); to save; to help (out of a difficulty); to save (spiritually); to redeem (from sin); to deliver (from suffering, distress, etc.)
lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness
to be reborn; to be reincarnated; to turn over a new leaf; to become a new person; to be reorganized; to be transformed
ringing; throbbing violently
there is no way that ...; easy; simple
surely; certainly; no doubt; must
irritating; aggravating; upsetting; maddening; infuriating; exasperating
to be effeminate; to be a fop; to break into a smile; to grin
all you have to do is; just; that's all
end; conclusion; last; final; once ...; the moment ... (, that's it)
to give one's life; to lay down one's life
to make a great fuss; to raise a hue and cry; to make an uproar; to clamour
woman; female; female lover; girlfriend; mistress
blindness; blind (e.g. love, faith); reckless
about this time; about now
bursting; rupture; explosion; breakdown (of talks, negotiations, etc.); breaking off
to do together; to share; to participate in
excitement; stimulation; agitation; arousal
concerning ...; over ...; about ...; centering on ...
near oneself; close to one; familiar
to get close; to cuddle close together; to nestle close to; to snuggle up to
peacefully (sleeping); quietly; soundly
almost not able (to do something)
sharp parting remark; parting threat
to vomit; to throw up; to emit; to send forth; to give (an opinion); to make (a comment)
drumming (noise); beating; rapidly; quickly; continuously; one after the other
to match (rhythm, speed, etc.); to join together; to unite; to face; to be opposite (someone); to compare; to check with
bearer; carrier; person bearing responsibility; person in charge; supporter