emission; emanation; letting out (feelings); venting; divergence (of light); divergence
innermost depths of one's heart
to collect; to gather; to save; to accumulate; to pile up
pressure; pressure (e.g. political); arm-twisting
to give; to confer; to bestow; to kindly do for one; to oblige; to favour
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
to cease; to stop; to be over
outward appearance; ostensible; public; official
to tie; to fasten; to hitch; to secure (trust, patronage of customers, etc.); to keep (an employee, someone's interest, etc.); to save (someone's life)
to abuse (verbally); to curse at; to shout abuse at; to speak ill of
to rant and rave; to raise hell
to be satisfied; to find peace of mind; to feel good
to scoff; to laugh at; to make fun of; to ridicule; to jeer at
laugh; laughter; smile; sneer; sex aids (e.g. dildos, pornographic books, erotic woodblock prints, etc.)
monopoly; monopolization; exclusivity; hogging; keeping to oneself
character (in a play, novel, film, etc.); dramatis personae
to struggle; to writhe; to wriggle; to act frantically; to make desperate efforts
to explain adequately; to be accountable
early days; early years; early stages; initial stages; beginning
as expected; as predicted
desire; want; will; wish; urge; craving
killing and wounding; bloodshed
spewing; gushing; spouting; eruption; effusion
at last; finally; barely; narrowly; just
tear; tears; lachrymal secretion; sympathy
to wet; to moisten; to dampen; to soak; to dip
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
memories; recollections; reminiscence
rain; rainy day; rainy weather; the November suit (in hanafuda)
cruel; brutal; ruthless; merciless; inhuman
reappearance; reemergence; return; reproduction; reenactment; recreation
to lose; to be defeated; to give in (to); to yield; to be inferior (to); to be second (to)
lifesaver; person who saved one's life
how (beautiful, tasty, etc.); what a ...; nothing worth mentioning; nothing special; of what name
wretched; miserable; shameful; mean; despicable; abject
lowborn; humble; vulgar; coarse; shabby; poor-looking