(out of) desperation; (as a) last resort; (driven by) pain
actually; in fact; as a matter of fact
(not) even once; (not) ever
name; given name; title; fame; renown; pretext
to taste; to eat; to drink; to speak (of); to put into words; to refer (to)
person; someone; human beings; mankind; human (Homo sapiens); (other) people; others
as expected; as predicted
to become clouded; to darken; to darken (of a face); to worsen; to deteriorate
viewing optimistically; thinking optimistically; taking an optimistic view; looking on the bright side
to struggle in the water; to be drowning; to sink below the surface and become unable to breathe; to indulge in; to lose one's head over something; to be addicted
not only ... (but also); not just; as well as
to hit; to strike; to strike (noon, etc.); to sound (cymbals, etc.); to beat (rhythmically, e.g. pulse, waves, etc.); to move; to impress
injury; wound; mistake; accident; loss
for the present; for the time being; for a while (from now); for some time (to come)
(state of) unconsciousness
restoration; recovery; rehabilitation; recovery (from an illness); recuperation; convalescence
willingly; voluntarily; of one's own accord
to give one's life; to lay down one's life
like; similar to; (I) think (that); (I) have a feeling (that); feels like; feels similar to
wanting (to have); desiring; wishing for; I want (you, them, etc.) to (do)
suicide by jumping (e.g. from a tall building)
to plan; to attempt; to plot; to conspire; to aim for; to strive for
death; (an) out; death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation; most severe of the five ritsuryō punishments)
to leave (behind); to leave (undone); to not finish; to save; to set aside; to leave (to someone, esp. after one's death)
wound; injury; chip; crack; flaw; defect
to give (esp. to someone of lower status); to bestow; to provide; to afford; to assign; to cause
to one's heart's content; as much as one likes; without reserve; freely; to the full
to come to know; to perceive; to realize; to realise; to become aware (of)
safe; secure; certainly; surely; no thanks; I'm good
I; me; you; (arch.) manservant
losing everything; suffering a total loss; coming to nothing; (lit.) having lost the interest and the principal
there is no need to ...; never happens; there is never a time when
to finish; to end; to have a result less severe than expected; to feel at ease; to feel unease or guilt for troubling someone; to be sorry
regret; repentance; remorse
to deem acceptable; to approve of; to value; to consider a good thing
a little while later; for a little while; some time later; for some time; presently
to bow; to bow one's head; to apologize; to apologise; to bow to; to yield to
to start to say; to attempt to say; to be about to say; to speak to; to address
moment; instant; kshana; duration of a single mental event (about 1/75 second); shortest possible interval of time
to grow long (e.g. hair, nails); to lengthen; to extend; to reach out; to hold out; to straighten; to smooth out
to put a stop to; to put a hold on; to put the brakes on; to call a halt to; to block; to shelve