sacrifice; victim (esp. someone killed); casualty; sacrifice (to a deity)
delusion; wild idea; (wild) fancy; (ridiculous) fantasy
to smash; to break (into pieces); to shatter; to simplify; to make easy to understand
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
to expose; to disclose; to lay bare; to confess
with a pitter-patter; choked up (with emotion); heart-wringing; momentary tightening of one's chest caused by powerful feelings (e.g. parting with a loved one)
to be born; to come into the world
therefore; for that reason; such being the case
service; help; discount; discounted item; free service; freebie; service
to persevere; to persist; to insist that; to stick to (one's opinion); to remain in a place; to stick to one's post
person one fantasizes about during masturbation
hmm; well ...; humph; roughly; harshly; violently
all; completely; totally; entirely; thoroughly
erotomania; sexual obsession; sexual maniac
sentence-ending particle expressing doubt; sentence-ending particle expressing a rhetorical question
with these words; while saying
pout; displeasure; ill humor; ill humour; sullenness
soon; in a moment; nearby; close; direct; spot transaction
tea; tea plant (Camellia sinensis); tea preparation; making tea; brown; (arch.) mockery
mincing; chopping finely; short and repeated (movements; e.g. trembling, quick steps); gradual; bit by bit
center of a flower (centre); pistils and stamens
along the way; along the road
to smash; to crush; to shut down; to put out of business; to wreck; to break; to butcher
road; path; way; set of practices; moral education; Buddhist teachings; Taoism
as one would expect from ...; given that ... (naturally ...); precisely because ...; all the more because of ...; on account of ...; ... being what it is
to lift up; to hold up; to give; to offer; to devote; to sacrifice
fidelity; honour; honor; chastity (of a woman); faithfulness (e.g. to one's husband)
real feeling; actual feeling; to actually feel; to have a real feeling (that ...); to experience personally
contraction; shrinking; shrinkage; constriction; deflation
to return; to come back; to turn over; to become extremely; to become completely
worn-out; ragged; crumbling; dry and crumbly; falling (in drops or clumps); scattering
essential; important; crucial; vital; main
completely; absolutely; (not) at all; (not) a bit; earnestly; intently
to tremble; to shiver; to shake
life; life force; lifetime; lifespan; most important thing; foundation
brink; verge; critical moment; crucial moment
splendid; magnificent; gorgeous
reversal (of a situation); turnaround; turnabout; reversal (of direction of rotation)
drama; play; powerful drug
isn't it?; let's ...; why don't we ...; how about we ...
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
expectation; anticipation; hope; promising; rising; up-and-coming