self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
sense; idea; desire; concern; attention; care
(mental) agony; anguish; suffering; distress
to show through; to be hinted at; to peek through; to shine through
pride; dignity; self-worth
to be harmful to; to hinder; to interfere with; to irritate
to draw (the winning ticket); to apply; to compare; to put (oneself in someone's position)
hard fight; close game; struggle; tight contest
top; top position; senior management; senior bureaucrat; home page (of a website)
to lay (something) face down; to place upside down; to point downwards (one's eyes, head, etc.); to cast down (one's eyes); to lay (oneself) face down; to lie face down; to conceal
from here; from this place
foot of a mountain; plain at the foot of a mountain; range; spread; extent
to hunt (animals); to search (for a criminal); to go looking for (flowers, etc.); to gather (mushrooms)
to put to bed; to let sleep; to lay (something) down; to put on its side; to let (money, goods, etc.) lie idle; to set aside unused
to harm; to hurt; to fail to do; to do amiss; to almost do; to come close to doing
with repeated sharp blows; whack after whack; strictly; harshly; vigorously; singlemindedly
comfort; ease; easy; simple; (economically) comfortable; raku pottery
making one's debut; making one's first appearance; (just) showing one's face; showing up; introductory kabuki performance (to introduce the actors); December kabuki performance at Kyoto's Minamiza Theater in which all famous actors perform
to be sad; to mourn for; to regret
above the knee; on one's lap
to encamp; to take up positions
to drop; to lose; to clean off (dirt, makeup, paint, etc.); to remove (e.g. stains or facial hair); to lose (a match); to reject (an applicant); to lower (e.g. shoulders or voice)
towards (a destination); for the purpose of; with the goal of; targeting (a group, a demographic)
great success; big hit; (hitting the) jackpot; big win; being right on the mark (of a prediction); being bang on
to fly; to soar; to jump; to leap; to spatter; to scatter; to hurry
splendid; magnificent; gorgeous
third stage; three stages; third dan (in martial arts, go, shogi, etc.)
laugh; laughter; smile; sneer; sex aids (e.g. dildos, pornographic books, erotic woodblock prints, etc.)
to go mad; to go crazy; to lose one's mind
to be found; to be discovered
discouragement; despondency; dejection; disappointment
to begin a trip; to depart; to embark; to die; to pass away; to depart this life
to put one's life on the line; to risk one's life; to put everything one has into it
even though; despite; when
hesitation; wavering; faltering; balking; recoil; flinching
waste (of money, time, etc.); squandering; frittering away
lingering (usu. feeling, emotion, etc.); continuing (to); still (...)
to glitter; to sparkle; to twinkle; to glisten; to gleam; to glint