to kick the bucket; to drop dead; to die; to be pooped; to be exhausted; to be knackered
regrettable; unfortunate; disappointing; vexing
older sister; lass; young lady
chance; opportunity; occasion
eternity; perpetuity; permanence; immortality
to lose; to miss (a chance, opportunity); to lose (a loved one); to be bereaved of; to concede (goals, points, etc.)
to boil; to seethe; to roil (e.g. waterfall, torrent); to foam; to well up (of emotions); to overflow (e.g. fighting spirit)
sense; sensation; feeling; intuition
glaring at; scowling at; looking contemptuously at; frowning down upon; domineering with a coercive look
moment; instant; kshana; duration of a single mental event (about 1/75 second); shortest possible interval of time
to rise (of smoke, steam, etc.); to go up
swaying; swinging; rocking; shaking; wavering; flickering
perception; sensation; awareness
spirit; drive; vigour; ambition; aspiration
a mere ...; only a ...; insignificant
having no choice but to ...; all one can do is ...; there's nothing to do except ...; having nothing but ...; there is only ...; having only ...
to be a match for; to rival; to equal; to compare with; to be equivalent to
on the occasion of; at the time of
air; atmosphere; mood; situation; someone with no presence; someone who doesn't stand out at all
whole; entirety; to begin with; in the first place; ... the heck (e.g. "what the heck?"); ... in the world (e.g. "why in the world?")
(tear) to pieces; (rip) apart; with a rattle; with a shudder; feeling an electric shock
oscillation; vibration; swing (e.g. of a pendulum)
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
one's nature; one's destiny; custom; tradition; habit
he; she; this; this one; hey, you!; you bastard!
(what) the heck; (why) in the world; one object; one body; one form; one style; one Buddhist image
the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life
shuddering; shivering; trembling; being horrified; being disgusted
approximately; about; to (about) the extent that; (almost) enough that; as ... as ...; like
for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...; first time; (one's) first
eastern direction; the Orient; eastern fighter in a match (e.g. sumo wrestling)
a little; a few; small; only; just; merely
... years old; age (of) ...
sense; idea; desire; concern; attention; care
to hold in one's arms (e.g. a baby); to embrace; to hug; to have (a thought or feeling); to hold; to harbour (suspicion, doubt, etc.)
one's first campaign; one's first battle
mountain chain; mountains
district; region; the country; countryside; civilian society
to win one's first battle (game, match)
great difference; big difference; wide margin
won't; hasn't; isn't; won't you