having many difficulties in store; grim prospects
seat; location (of a gathering, etc.); place; position; post
soliloquy; monologue; speaking to oneself
about this time; about now
to be resurrected; to be resuscitated; to be rehabilitated; to be recalled (e.g. memories); to be brought back
to speak words (of); to speak (to); to say (something); to say some (kind, comforting, etc.) words
to resonate emotionally (with one); to strike a chord in one's heart
when one was a very young child; very early in one's life
person with whom to speak; someone to talk to; companion; advisor; adviser
daily; everyday; days (e.g. of one's youth); every day; day after day
that sort of; that kind of; like that; such; so
for the first time in one's life
to feel hot; to flush; to burn
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
to tell; to (try to) persuade; to advise; to warn; to admonish; to reason
to be satisfied (with an explanation, apology, etc.); to be happy
to write; to compose; to pen; to draw; to paint
to come out all right; to take care of itself; to go crazy; to become romantically or sexually involved (with someone)
very much; intensely; overwhelmingly; excessively; irresistibly; without any obvious reason
to itch; to feel itchy; to feel creepy; to be impatient; to itch (to do something); to be eager
somehow; for some reason (or other); without knowing why
unconsciousness; unconscious; involuntary; the unconscious
to make a circle (of a motion, arrangement, etc.); to move (e.g. one's head) in a circle; to form (the shape of) a circle; to draw a circle
to see to it that ...; to make sure that ...; to try to ...; to make an effort to ...
to give (esp. to someone of lower status); to bestow; to provide; to afford; to assign; to cause
to rub together; to reconcile (ideas, proposals, plans); to compare and adjust
increasingly; more and more; decreasingly; less and less
improper; immodest; disgraceful; shameful; vulgar; low
Mary (mother of Jesus); the Virgin Mary; Mary (of Magdala); Mary Magdalene
pardon; forgiveness; exemption; permission
barely; narrowly; only just; with difficulty
self-control; self-restraint
to use to the full (one's voice, energy, etc.); to muster all of (one's strength, courage, etc.); to summon all of; to exert fully; to strain (one's voice)
effort; exertion; endeavour; endeavor; hard work; striving
to laugh at; to ridicule; to mock; to make fun of; to sneer at
(around the) neck; nape; collar (at the front of a coat, kimono, etc.); collar area
to undo; to untie; to unfasten; to unlace; to unravel; to loosen
breath; breathing; concord; harmony; steam (coming off hot food, tea, etc.); (water) vapor
to indulge in; to give oneself up to; to be obsessed by; to be engrossed in; to be lost in; to be absorbed in
back (of a chair); backrest
to hide; to conceal oneself; to disappear (behind); to be hidden (by); to live in seclusion; to retire (from the world)
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to