cheating; deception; trickery; manipulation; juggling; falsifying
to occur to; to remind of; to come to mind
one's father; one's old man; middle-aged (or older) man; old man; one's boss; proprietor (of a restaurant, store, etc.)
to care for someone; to look after someone
to be at wits' end; to be greatly perplexed; to be troubled
yearned for; longed for; missed
quietly; softly; seriously; solemnly; sadly
mirror; looking-glass; barrel head; page added at the beginning of a document mentioning its purpose, date, author, etc.; mirror-shaped mochi
to project; to reflect; to cast (shadow)
anniversary of a person's death; monthly return of the date of someone's death
day; days; sun; sunshine; (the) day; daytime; date
abdomen; belly; womb; one's mind; one's real intentions; courage; nerve
(a) little; somewhat; somehow
to start (something); to start up; to launch (a business); to boot (a computer); to launch (a program)
input; (data) entry; typing
father; dad; husband; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); he
after a long time; for the first time in a while
My goodness (expresses surprise, wonder, etc.); very; extremely
kneeling down on the ground; prostrate oneself
growth; development; one's early life; upbringing; personal history
reason; logic; sense; truth; right
ghastly; gruesome; appalling; lurid
witnessing; observing; sighting
to be caught; to be captured; to be taken prisoner; to be seized with (fear, etc.); to be a slave to; to stick to
the teens (10-19); teenage; the tenth generation
girl (usu. between 7 and 17); young lady; (arch.) female between 17 and 20 years old (ritsuryō period)
willpower; energy; vitality
to use to the full (one's voice, energy, etc.); to muster all of (one's strength, courage, etc.); to summon all of; to exert fully; to strain (one's voice)
to live through; to survive
that; the matter in question
even if; even though; even; too; whether ... or ...; no matter (what, where, who, etc.)
more than anything; above all else
reason for living; something one lives for; purpose in life; raison d'être; ikigai
lovely; sweet; pretty; cute; adorable
to overflow; to brim over; to flood
you (plural); all of you; you all
grasshopper; locust (of superfamily Acridoidea)
collar; lapel; neckband; nape of the neck; scruff of the neck
riot; rebellion; (media) uproar; brouhaha; feud; tussle
account; history; notice; note; Kojiki (earliest historical record of Japan, compiled in 712 CE); Records of Ancient Matters
fine weather; fair weather