sudden; abrupt; urgent; pressing; steep; sharp; rapid
to turn away (one's eyes, face, etc.); to avert; to displease; to annoy; to miss (the target, ball, etc.)
speaking about (one's thoughts, memories, etc.); relating (one's feelings, reminiscences, etc.); recollection; reminiscence
detonation by contact; contact detonation; touching off (something); triggering; sparking
to visit; to call on; to pay a visit to
daily; everyday; days (e.g. of one's youth); every day; day after day
though; although; be that as it may; nonetheless
(way of) life; lifestyle; living; life circumstances; livelihood; day-to-day life
to find; to discover; to come across; to be used to seeing; to be familiar with
considerable; great; important; significant; a big deal
dissatisfaction; discontent; displeasure; complaint; unhappiness
to live; to exist; to make a living; to subsist; to be in effect; to be in use
one cup (of); one glass (of); one drink (of alcohol); full; filled (with); fully; to capacity
to weigh on one's mind; to bother one; to be interested (in); to be curious (about); to feel like (doing); to feel inclined to
(for something) to have occurred; to have done (something); (for something) to happen on occasion
continuously; the whole time; much (more); (by) far; far (away); long (ago, before, after)
quiet; silent; slow; unhurried; calm; peaceful
real feeling; actual feeling; to actually feel; to have a real feeling (that ...); to experience personally
to load (a gun, etc.); to charge; to put into (e.g. emotion, effort); to include (e.g. tax in a sales price); to hang over; to shroud
conformity; alignment; tuning; same tone; same pitch
may; might; perhaps; may be; possibly
while; even though; despite
timidly; nervously; with nervous diffidence; trembling with fear
to add (to); to add on; to append
sometime; someday; one day; some time or other; the other day; in due course
to express (orally); to put into words; to say out loud
regret; repentance; remorse
to displease; to offend; to hurt (a person's) feelings
cannot (due to external circumstances); cannot afford to; must not; impossible to; no way one can (do)
double suicide; lovers' suicide; group suicide; family suicide; dedication to the point of self-sacrifice
to let go of; to release; to part with (e.g. a possession); to relinquish; to send away (e.g. one's child); to let go
lineage; stock; descent; strain; blood relationship
relief; reassurance; recognition of right to land ownership (by the shogunate, a feudal lord, etc.); (arch.) living safely surrounded by walls
to talk to oneself; to mutter
such; this sort of; like this
thanks; gratitude; appreciation; thankfulness
to get; to earn; to understand; to comprehend; to receive something undesirable (e.g. a punishment); to get (ill)
to become sulky; to become irresponsible (due to disgruntlement)
awareness that one is not good at something; feelings of inferiority
opposition; rivalry; competition; antagonism
heart; mind; bottom of one's heart; core (of one's character); centre; center; heart (organ)
sublimation; sublimation (of an impulse); sublimation (i.e. transforming into a purer or nobler form)