jpdb beta

to burst into bud; to sprout; to have a crush (esp. on a fictional character, idol, etc.); to be infatuated

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man; male; masculine gender

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bittersweet; having mingled feelings of joy and sorrow; joy and sorrow alternating in one's heart

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story; tale; talk; discussion

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oneself; oneself; for oneself; personally

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to talk about; to speak of; to recite; to chant; to indicate; to show

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to start; to begin; to start up (a business, society, etc.); to open (e.g. a store); to start ...; to begin to ...

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he; him; boyfriend

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about; on; regarding; per; for every

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this and that; one thing and another

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soon; before long; slowly; quietly; already; about time

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(formal) announcement; unveiling; introduction; debut

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to warp; to bend; to contort; to be perverted; to be warped (of a view, mind, etc.); to be distorted

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to be reflected in a mirror

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be; is

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what kind of; what sort of; what; no matter what (kind of); whatever; any

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to desire; to want; to expect (of someone); to hope for; to see; to command (a view of)

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endorsing and questioning the preceding statement; lamenting reflections on the preceding statement

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to look forward to

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in the end; at the end of the day

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this; last (couple of years, etc.); these; you (as in "you liar")

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(physical) form; shape; visage; (facial) features; form (as opposed to substance); manner (of action); (resultant) state

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happiness; good fortune; luck; blessing

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most; extremely

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desirable; hoped for; preferable; advisable

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one; 1; best; first; foremost; beginning; start

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mental age

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high; tall; expensive; high-priced; high (level); above average (in degree, quality, etc.)

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few; little; small (amount); low; scarce; insufficient

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certainly; of course; even if; no matter (who, what, when, where, why, how); without even; without so much as; at the (least, earliest, etc.)

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absolutely; definitely; absolute; unconditional; absoluteness

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and so; therefore; for that reason

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trouble; hardship; difficulty; anxiety; worry; concern

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cause and effect; causality; karma; fate; unfortunate; unlucky

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character (of a person); personality; disposition; characteristics; nature (of a thing, event, etc.)

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to face (each other); to be facing; to be directed toward (the future, etc.); to be in response to; to receive (a client, etc.); to compare with

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beginning; opening; start; outset

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from; since; through (e.g. a window, door); via; because; as; from (as in "made from")

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pinch; tough spot; bind; clothespin; clothes peg

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to fall into (e.g. a hole); to fall into (chaos, depression, dilemma, illness, etc.); to fall into (a trap, etc.); to fall; to surrender

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father; dad; husband; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); he

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low (rank, degree, value, content, quality, etc.); low (position); close to the ground; short (height); deep (voice); in a low key

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anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity

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even; (if) only; just; besides; on top of that

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to twine; to get tangled; to be involved (e.g. of money in a matter); to get involved (in); to pick a quarrel (with); to find fault (with)

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that; it; then; that point (in time); (arch.) there; (arch.) you

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in one's own way or style

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to be able to do; to be possible; to be good at; to do well; to come into existence; to form; to be made

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man; male; fellow; guy; male lover; boyfriend

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should (be); bound (to be); nock (of a bow); nock (of an arrow); nock-shaped grip (between thumb and forefinger); wooden frame on the tip of the mast of a Japanese ship that prevents the hawser from falling out

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