grief; sorrow; anguish; lamentation
to be crushed; to be squashed; to go bankrupt; to go under; to be ruined (of a plan); to be cancelled; to be lost (of one's voice, eyesight, sense of smell, etc.)
release; unleashing; liberation; deallocation (of computer memory)
tranquil; calm; restful; peaceful; quiet
recognizing anew; seeing something in a new light
lack of appetite; anorexia
sleeplessness; insomnia; wakefulness
to fall into (e.g. a hole); to fall into (chaos, depression, dilemma, illness, etc.); to fall into (a trap, etc.); to fall; to surrender
married couple; husband and wife; man and wife
as before; as ever; as it was originally
begging; pestering; pleading; coaxing
mostly; ordinarily; probably; most; almost all; ordinary
association; socializing; socialising; fellowship
what!; oh; what the heck; what the; damn
retainer; attendant; escort
yes; wind that blows from north to north-east during spring and summer along the coast of the sea of Japan
company; friendship; association; (romantic) involvement; dating
to refuse; to reject; to decline; to prevent (from doing); to deny (e.g. access); to block
another place; somewhere else; outside (one's family or group); someone else; not caring for; being indifferent to
battle formation; camp; encampment; group; gang; war
celebration (of a joyous occasion); blessing; giving one's blessing; blessing (from God)
by the way; incidentally; well; even if; no matter (what, where, how, etc.)
vomiting blood; hematemesis
unable to do (as one wishes); able to do only with great effort; almost impossible to do; beyond one's control; not always turning out as one wishes; not going the way one wants it to
lovely; dear; beloved; pitiable; pitiful
with a whizzing sound; with a whistling sound; sound of something whizzing by
measuring by feel; adjusting by feel; doing by feel; adapting to the situation (one's strength, strictness, etc.); making allowances; using discretion
ecstatically; spellbound; with rapt attention; abstractedly; absentmindedly; absorbedly
boisterous dance; dancing wildly
unfeeling; heartless; cold-hearted; cruel
to tear up; to tear off; to rip up; to (forcibly) separate (a couple, family, etc.); to force apart; to tear apart
shock (emotional); shock (physical); impact; crisis (esp. financial); event that rattles the markets; (circulatory) shock
slightest notice; slightest consideration; slightest attention; a little thought; glance
youngster; boy; young Buddhist monk; young bonze; young shop-boy; errand boy
confusion; bustle; turmoil; to rush around; to act frantically
shameless; infamous; disgraceful
to snatch (and run); to carry off; to swipe; to scoop up (and remove; sand, earth, etc.)
condition of a patient; state of a disease; pathology
a little; a few; small; only; just; merely
expressly; especially; specially; intentionally; deliberately; on purpose