abruptly; suddenly; all of a sudden; without warning
since some time ago; for some time; for quite a while
to get cold feet; to back away; to withdraw
to separate; to part; to divide; to keep apart
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
taking a straight look at something; looking someone in the eyes
regarding; in; to; towards; with regards to
awareness that one is not good at something; feelings of inferiority
play; recreation; playing (a sport); play; playing (a musical instrument); musical performance; play (theatrical performance)
now that you say that; now that you mention it
denial; negation; negation; NOT operation
not only ... (but also); not just; as well as
subconsciousness; the subconscious
important; significant; precious; valuable; careful
to disturb; to prevent; to obstruct; to hinder
considerably; fairly; quite; rather; pretty
you could say that; that might be so
how; in what way; by what means
conquest (of a difficulty, illness, crisis, etc.); overcoming; surmounting; bringing under control
to think of; to hit upon; to come into one's mind; to remember; to recall
to blush; to have flushed cheeks
to be vague; to speak ambiguously; to be evasive; to not commit oneself
red; crimson; scarlet; Red; communist
that; the matter in question
to expose (a secret); to disclose; to take apart; to take to pieces; to kill; to do away with
impact; shock; impulse; (psychological) shock
to receive; to get; to catch (e.g. a ball); to be struck by (wind, waves, sunlight, etc.); to sustain (damage); to incur (a loss); to undergo (e.g. surgery)
to find; to discover; to come across; to be used to seeing; to be familiar with
tea drinking; teahouse; tearoom; coffee lounge
this is not the time (for that); that's out of the question right now
spirit; mind; nature; disposition; intention; mind; mood
to stop; to turn off; to park; to prevent; to suppress (a cough); to stop (someone from doing something); to dissuade
unreasonable; unnatural; impossible; forcible; forced; excessive (work, etc.); immoderate
idea; notion; sense (e.g. of duty); resignation (to one's fate); acceptance; observation and contemplation
to taste; to eat; to drink; to speak (of); to put into words; to refer (to)
coming out (disclosing one's sexual orientation or gender identity); revealing (e.g. something embarrassing); disclosure; announcement
(young) girl; maiden; young lady
to be shy; to be bashful; to feel awkward; to feel embarrassed
close (e.g. in terms of relationship); intimate
circumstances; conditions; situation; reasons; state of affairs