contempt; scorn; disdain; despising; looking down on; slighting
to know; to be aware (of); to sense; to feel; to understand; to comprehend; to remember
to cross one's mind; to be reminded
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
look here; I say; well; I know what; I'll tell you what; just a minute
young; youthful; immature; green; low (number); small
natural; right; proper; naturally; as a matter of course; rightly
if you don't mind; if you like; if you feel up for it; if you're interested
wiping out; sweeping away; eradicating; dispelling
suddenly; abruptly; unexpectedly
meaning; significance; sense
for a moment; for a minute; for a while; for some time; for the time being; for now
understanding; comprehension; appreciation; sympathy
doing; in such a state; doing together; doing to each other; familiarizing suffix (sometimes meaning "small")
to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb
to shout; to cry (out); to scream; to clamor (for or against); to advocate; to insist
to get close; to cuddle close together; to nestle close to; to snuggle up to
to blow (on); to breathe (on); to pick (a fight); to provoke; to exaggerate; to ask (an unreasonable price)
busy; occupied; hectic; restless; hurried; fidgety
answer; reply; response; answer; solution; result
being once divorced; one-time divorcee; (lit.) one x mark (i.e. one name struck from the family register)
reason; cause; meaning; sense; (good) sense; reason
constraint; reserve; feeling hesitant; being afraid of troubling someone
with a whiff; with a puff; suddenly; abruptly; without warning
hole; opening; pit; hollow; burrow; den; deficit
to lick; to lap; to taste; to experience (esp. a hardship); to underestimate; to make light of
to creep up; to crawl up; to overcome (a bad situation); to rise (after a setback)
testicle; testicles; testes
creakingly; squeakingly; tightly (squeezing, pressing, etc.); (drinking) in one go
to float; to rise to the surface; to stand out; to be visible; to be alienated
refusal; rejection; denial; veto
mother; mom; wife; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); she
when one was a very young child; very early in one's life
which way; which direction; which one (esp. of two alternatives); who
showing one's face in public; facing another person
impure; adulterated; foul; mixed; dishonest
to keep away; to keep at a distance
to swing; to sway; to shake; to waver; to feel shaken; to become unstable
sexual relief; masturbation
immoral; illicit; unethical
desire; want; will; wish; urge; craving
quick; speedy; prompt; rapid; swift