to end one's life; to commit suicide; to end a life; to kill
so; therefore; for that reason; if so; if that is the case; in that case
just because; even if; even though
in the same way as; just like
to go past; to pass; to pass by
deep blue; bright blue; ghastly pale; pallid; white as a sheet
abuse; misuse; misappropriation; using to excess
sink (e.g. in a kitchen); cruising (e.g. taxi); strolling (entertainer, musician, etc.); washing area (in a Japanese-style bath); back-washing service (in a public bath); floating (something on water)
call; summons; call; invocation; usher who calls the names of wrestlers, sweeps the ring, etc.; telephone number at which a person without a telephone can be reached; (arch.) box-shaped area containing clean water for rinsing oneself (in an Edo-period bathhouse)
long ago; a long time ago; already
boiled octopus; person with red flushed skin
trembling (with fear, cold, etc.); shaking; chattering (of teeth); coming loose; wobbling
to shake; to jolt; to shake (e.g. the political world); to disturb; to put off a batter (by varying one's type of pitch)
absolutely; definitely; unconditionally
tightly; closely; exactly; precisely; suddenly (stopping)
reason; logic; sense; truth; right
frequently; repeatedly; eagerly; keenly; hard; terribly
roughly; approximately; round about; cursorily; briefly; quickly
place; point; part; counter for places, parts, passages, etc.
instant noodles sold in a cup; cup noodles
hot water; hot bath; hot spring; molten iron
to pour (into); to sprinkle on (from above); to water (e.g. plants); to shed (tears); to concentrate one's energy (strength, attention, etc.) on; to devote to; to flow into (e.g. of a river)
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
to draw (something) toward one; to pull toward one; to pull closer; to attract; to draw; to entice
to smell; to smell of; to have a smell
to require the care of others; to need to be looked after; to be troublesome; to be a nuisance; to be a handful
grumbling; muttering; complaining; moaning
to grow long (e.g. hair, nails); to lengthen; to extend; to reach out; to hold out; to straighten; to smooth out
being startled; getting a shock
erotic; sexy; arousing; risque; sultry
lawless; outrageous; insolent; rude; inexcusable; unpardonable
to see (a doctor, etc.); to consult (someone)
near; close (to); nearby; (drawing) near; approaching; almost here
passion; passions; (sexual) desire; craving
god king; god-king; guardian deity
illegitimate child; secret love child
Son of God; Jesus Christ; child of God; Christian; prodigy; young ace
to have a bad time; to go through a bitter experience; to get into trouble; to get hurt; to suffer
dad; daddy; papa; sugar daddy
philandering; itch for women
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
bitter smile; wry smile; forced smile; strained laugh