jpdb beta

to live (on, by, etc.); to lead a life; to make a living; to earn a livelihood; to spend one's time (doing); to pass one's days (doing)

3

bitter smile; wry smile; strained laugh; sarcastic laugh

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employer's house; master's house

2

Hyacinth (mythology)

1

boy; juvenile; child

10

lover; sweetheart; boyfriend; girlfriend

2

the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life

3

only natural; no wonder; as expected; of course; as it should be

1

instant; moment; for an instant

7

to experience chest pain; to have a pain in one's chest; to feel sick at heart; to have one's heart ache; to be anguished

1

to be bewildered; to be perplexed

3

lonely (e.g. person, feeling); lonesome; desolate; deserted; sad; lacking

8

to reason; to sum up; to conclude

2

close (e.g. in terms of relationship); intimate

2

cousin (male)

1

to marry (of a woman); to become a bride; to marry into (a family)

1

by the way; incidentally; sometimes; occasionally; precisely (at that time); exactly

5

emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment

7

reserve; constraint; declining; refraining; forethought; foresight

2

to make tea

1

end; finish; bound; limit; delivery date (of a futures contract); finale (of a noh song); end of an act (in jōruri or kabuki)

2

side (of the torso); flank; illegitimate child; child born by someone other than one's wife

3

stealthily; secretly; in secret

2

kindness (shown by others); courtesy; favor; favour; good offices

1

tone; manner of speaking

1

to roughen (e.g. one's attitude); to raise (one's voice)

4

wrong; groundless; different; separate; unexpected; surprising

2

to harbor suspicion; to harbour suspicion

1

quickly, suddenly (while one is watching); before one's eyes

1

to compete; to contend; to vie; to contest

1

occasion; time; circumstances; (in) case (of); when

2

complete failure; debacle; fiasco; disaster

1

(one) matter; (one) item; (one) case

2

(psychological) trauma

2

to plant; to transplant; to instil (idea, feeling, etc.)

1

to leave (a matter, decision, etc. to someone); to entrust (to someone); to leave (to chance, one's imagination, etc.); to let (take its own course); to use (money, strength, spare time, etc.) to the full; to use freely

2

being left in an awkward position; being put in a dilemma; being in a fix; losing face

1

to scold; to chide; to rebuke; to reprimand

3

indescribable

1

to wedge one's way in; to push in (between); to step in (between); to interrupt (a conversation, quarrel, etc.); to intervene

5

so-so; passable; now, now; there, there; my, my; oh my!

2

to descend; to go down; to be handed down (of an order, judgment, etc.); to pass (of time); to surrender; to capitulate; to be less than

2

quarrel; brawl; fight; squabble; scuffle; argument

15

untamed horse; unbroken horse; wild horse; bronco

1

to soothe; to calm; to pacify

1

like; as

1

tummy; tumtum; bang-bang; pop-pop; without reservation; unreservedly

1

hurriedly; in a hurry; hastily; in haste

3

win; victory; beautiful scenery; scenic spot; counter for wins

1

place; location; room; space; sumo tournament

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