self-awareness; awareness (of one's position, abilities, duty, etc.); perceiving (something); taking in (a sensation); self-consciousness
by nature; naturally; by birth; since birth; in one's (entire) life
disposition; temperament; nature; mentality; spirit; character
to repair; to mend; to change; to alter; to put back; to put away; to cure
showing no signs of; there being no hint of; (arch.) unthinkable
oneself (itself, etc.); I; me; you; by oneself (itself, etc.); interjection expressing anger or chagrin
manly; masculine; like a man
overconfident; presumptuous
you could say; you might say; verging on the
gentlemanly; well-mannered; well-bred; gentlemanlike
otherworldliness; detachment from the real world; lack of worldly sense
liking; taste; fancy; wish; desire; choice
uncharacteristic; unbefitting; unworthy (of)
shadow (e.g. on someone's happiness); cloud; shade; gloom
to be (deeply) moving; to pack an (emotional) punch; to be emotionally touching; to strike home; to strike a chord
that night; that evening; over the course of the evening
first thing after rising; as soon as getting up
to pin down; to knock down; to push (and hold) someone down (esp. with sexual connotations)
enjoyment; pleasure; amusement; anticipation; looking forward to; something to look forward to
sooner or later; in time; eventually
to fall (over, down); to collapse; to be destroyed (in a collapse); to collapse; to be confined to bed (with an illness); to come down with; to die
to torment; to torture; to afflict; to harrow
vagrancy; wandering; nomadism
to behave like a spoiled child; to fawn on; to take advantage of; to presume upon (e.g. another's benevolence); to depend on
hole; opening; pit; hollow; burrow; den; deficit
to confide; to reveal; to disclose; to lay bare; to speak frankly; to open (one's heart)
simply; merely; only; solely
difficulty; hardship; trouble; infeasibility; inability (to carry out)
evil; wickedness; (role of) the villain (in theatre, etc.); the bad guy
reflection; reconsideration; introspection; regret; repentance; remorse
dot; spot; mark (in an exam, etc.); grade; point (in a game); score; point
-less; lacking; non-existing
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
beyond this point; ahead; from now on; after this; in the future
dark; gloomy; depressed; dispirited; dark (in colour); dull; ill-boding
naked; nude; unvarnished (e.g. truth); plain (e.g. fact); frank
to talk about; to speak of; to recite; to chant; to indicate; to show
apprehension; misgivings; uneasiness; fear; anxiety
to torment; to punish; to treat harshly; to beat up; to give a drubbing; to cause damage to
creed; belief; conviction; article of faith
strange; unfamiliar; unknown; unfamiliarity; strangeness; stranger
cannot bear (doing); cannot bring oneself (to do); reluctant (to do)
nature (of a person); sex; gender; sex (i.e. sexual attraction, activity, etc.); gender; -ty
wild; uninhibited; extravagant; rampant
to cross; to intersect; to associate with; to mingle with; to have a sexual relationship; to copulate