to spell; to write; to compose; to bind (e.g. documents); to patch
weave; weaving; woven item
distinction; discrimination; distinguishing; discernment
to be haggard; to be gaunt; to be emaciated; to be worn out (e.g. illness, worry)
phantom; vision; illusion
to ascertain; to check; to make sure
texture; space between threads (i.e. in cloth)
to well (up); to gush forth (of water); to appear (esp. suddenly) (sweat, tears, etc.); to feel emotions from (joy, bravery, etc.); to hatch (esp. of parasitic insects, etc.)
to hug someone close; to hold someone tight; to embrace closely
to gaze at; to fix one's eyes upon
to creep; to steal up; to draw near unnoticed
flood of emotions; many thoughts
alternately; in succession
next (e.g. "next April"); forthcoming; coming; to come; to arrive; to be due to
sympathy; compassion; pity
fear; horror; anxiety; concern; uneasiness; reverence
to be mixed; to be blended with; to be combined; to associate with; to mingle with; to interest
to be broken; to break; to fall through; to come to nothing
to loiter; to putter; to prowl; to wander about; to roam about; to knock around
lifetime; one's whole life; all through life
vague; obscure; indistinct; hazy; ambiguous
to creep in; to steal in; to sneak in
to put one's hand on; to touch
that kind of; that way; that move; that trick; that game
to become better; to improve
to be helpful; to be dependable; to stand by (someone)
despair; desperation; abandonment
uncertain; unreliable; inauthentic; insecure
attentive; cautious; careful; watchful
receiving; reception; eating; drinking; please; please do for me
dreamlike; dreamy; phantasmagorical
to increase (all the more)
to throb (with pain); to ache; to smart; to rankle; to gall; to rile
(cannot) possibly; (not) by any means; (not) at all; utterly; absolutely
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless