even so; however; still; whereupon; even though; nevertheless
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
throbbing (pain); pounding
in truth; in actuality; at heart; the truth; the real story
not ... for nothing; not ... with nothing to show for it; worthwhile; no wonder ...
to be kind to; to treat kindly
unripe; green; immature; immature; inexperienced; unskilled
from the beginning; from scratch
details (of an incident, event, etc.); whole story; course of events; facts; circumstances; particulars
as if it were about oneself
calculation; self-interest; selfishness
one class (of students); one group (of people); one set (of items); one pair
to do (someone) a wrong; to do (someone) an ill turn; to take revenge; to resent; to bear a grudge
to receive; to get; to eat; to drink; to be crowned with; to wear (on one's head)
in; at; on; as for; regarding; with regards to
vanguard; advance-guard point; advance detachment; vanguard; pioneer; avant-garde
to go back to square one; to make a fresh start; to be back where one started
lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness
shadow (e.g. on someone's happiness); cloud; shade; gloom
seed (e.g. of a plant); pip; progeny; offspring; paternal blood; lineage; sperm
settlement; solution; resolution
to become blue; to turn green; to turn pale; to blanch (with fear)
to resolve; to ready (oneself); to make up one's mind
anything; whatever; whatever one likes
intently; single-mindedly; devotedly; solely; earnestly; with all one's heart
somehow; for some reason (or other); without knowing why
being in love with each other
to bear; to stand; to endure; to put up with
to go out (e.g. on an excursion or outing); to leave; to depart; to be about to leave; to be just going out