to live in disgrace; to expose oneself to ridicule
youngster; boy; young Buddhist monk; young bonze; young shop-boy; errand boy
no; nay; disagreement; objection; disapproval
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
to collapse; to flop (onto)
shameless; shameless person
snugly; cosily; carefree; easily; freshly made and still warm; imprudently
excess or deficiency; too much or too little
to become thin; to fade; to grow pale
to paint over; to paint out; to fill in; to cover completely (with paint)
dear (old); fondly remembered; beloved; missed; nostalgic
to sacrifice oneself (for); to give one's life (for); to follow (someone) in taking the same action (out of respect or loyalty; e.g. resigning together with a superior); to follow suit (out of a sense of duty); to follow (one's master) into the grave; to commit suicide (after one's lord has died)
long-handled Chinese spear; lance; weapon; arms; grip of a bow; parade float decorated with long-handled Chinese spears
spear; lance; javelin; lance; (arch.) jeering
to catch (someone's words); to make out; to follow; to ask about (a situation, circumstances, etc.); to inquire
clear; plain; distinct; obvious; evident; articulate
one's last moments; (on) the point of death; (on) one's deathbed
phantom; vision; illusion
vista; view; scene; counter for scenes (in a play)
misunderstanding; mistaken idea; wrong guess
helping hand; help; support; aid
frame; framework; border; box; limit; restriction; category
to entrust (a matter) to; to leave to; to abandon oneself to (e.g. pleasure); to yield to (e.g. anger); to devote oneself to