what I want to say is ...; the fact of the matter is ...; none other than ...
incommunicative; taciturn
spreading around (news, rumor, etc.); making widely known; making public; publicizing; proclaiming
getting mixed up in; getting embroiled in; involvement; entanglement; by-blow
to conceal; to keep secret; to cover up
important person; influential figure; big shot; big thing; big one; big game
outlet (e.g. for water or gas); market (for something); outlet (e.g. for excess energy); vent (e.g. for emotions)
intolerable; unbearable; tremendous; out of this world; cannot help (doing); cannot but do
know-it-all airs; I-know-how-it-is look
to grow angry; to display one's anger
chronological order; time series
in detail; with great care; completely; fully
(arch.) sitting outdoors; room that served both as a reception room and as a living room in a Heian-period mansion; temporary sitting place installed in the garden at the imperial court, used on the occasion of archery or sumo ceremonies
to come near; to approach; to be on the verge of; to be about to; to overhang; to hang over
not feeling like doing ...; having no mind to ...; being in no mood for ...; indifferent; half-hearted; dispirited
back and front; inside and outside; inside out (e.g. clothing); double-dealing; two faces (cf. two-faced); outward appearance and actual condition
lazy; idle; indolent; slothful
to lead; to take the lead (in doing something); to precede; to go before; to die before (esp. one's spouse, parents, etc.); to be a prerequisite
to say no more; to sink into silence
to stop talking; to break off; to pause
to work on (someone); to appeal to; to make approaches to; to begin to work
Satan; the Devil; the Prince of Darkness; king of the demons who try to prevent people from doing good
one's possessions; ownership
pillar; post; support; prop; counter for buddhas, gods, nobles, etc.
to cover fully; to wrap around
pillar of fire; blazing column
negligent; careless; slipshod; slovenly; reckless; irresponsible
serious wound; serious injury
lifesaver; person who saved one's life
to stereotype; to squeeze into a pattern; to regiment
freely; generously; liberally; ungrudgingly; unsparingly
present; gift; to give a present or gift
to love; to cherish; to show favouritism to; to be partial to; to fondle; to caress
serving concurrently as; holding the additional post of