how many years; how long; what year
beginning; opening; start; outset
discovery; detection; finding
life; existence; (one's) working life; career; life force; lifeblood
source (of a river); fountainhead; source; origin; root
toxicity; virulence; toxic; virulent; poisonous
one's own child; one's own children
one mind; wholeheartedness; one's whole heart
excessive; too much; unreasonable
to hang one's hopes on; to expect from
to be irritated; to get annoyed; to lose one's patience
complex; inferiority complex; complex (of buildings, facilities, etc.)
to plant; to transplant; to instil (idea, feeling, etc.)
admiration; being impressed (by)
last days; the end; one's fate
double suicide; lovers' suicide; group suicide; family suicide; dedication to the point of self-sacrifice
to be astonished; to be flabbergasted; to be startled; to be amazed
to be sad; to mourn for; to regret
unworthy (of one's father, teacher, etc.); I; me; incompetent; unskilled; (arch.) unfortunate
myself; oneself; (arch.) I; (arch.) me; (arch.) you (referring to one's inferior)
father; father (e.g. of a discipline); pioneer (e.g. of field of research); God; Father
unpleasant; disagreeable; displeasing; uncomfortable; unhappy
at this stage; at this point; (only) now
defeat; loss; failing to live up to (one's name, looks, etc.); discount; loss (on a sale)
to (go into a) sulk; to get cranky; to get cross; to become perverse
treason; treachery; mutiny; rebellion; insurrection
what; what sort of thing; everything; anything; what (on earth)?; what's the meaning of this ...?
to bump into; to run into; to encounter; to meet with; to clash (of opinions, people, etc.); to conflict
posture; pose; position; attitude; approach; stance
to master (e.g. a skill); to become accustomed to (e.g. a lifestyle); to acquire (e.g. a habit); to retain
to laugh; to smile; to sneer; to ridicule; to be dumbfounded; to be flabbergasted
(one's) self; oneself; yourself; himself; herself
intention; wish; purpose; mind (to do)
note left by a dead person; suicide note; testamentary letter; posthumous work
agile; nimble; casual (clothing); light (e.g. luggage); carefree; with limited responsibility
as a matter of fact; by the way; to tell you the truth; to be honest; frankly; actually
name and address (on an envelope, etc.); (addressee's) name; addressee
doing; in such a state; doing together; doing to each other; familiarizing suffix (sometimes meaning "small")
administrative; businesslike; practical; impersonal; perfunctory; robot-like
concise; brief; succinct; compact (style)
world; society; life; lifetime; age; era; reign