conversation (just) between you and me; confidential talk
to leave as; to view as; to maintain the status quo
embarrassing; embarrassed; ashamed; disgraceful; shameful
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
shame; embarrassment; disgrace
(in a) long time; long time (ago); while (ago); long ago; long while (ago); (in a) long while
self-torture; masochism; inflicting damage to oneself
to enter; to go into; to break into; to join; to enroll; to contain; to hold
to change; to alter; to reform; to correct; to examine; to check
if that is the case; if it becomes so; when it becomes so
the trouble is that ...; the problem is that ...; unfortunately; annoyingly
trouble; problem; mess; difficulty; nuisance
that is to say; that is; in short; in brief; clogging; obstruction; shrinkage
secret; secrecy; mystery; secret (e.g. to success); esoteric teachings
painful; being sorry; feeling sorry
to guess; to sense; to presume; to sympathize with; to sympathise with
extramarital sex; affair; fooling around; infidelity; wantonness; unfaithfulness
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that
should (be); bound (to be); nock (of a bow); nock (of an arrow); nock-shaped grip (between thumb and forefinger); wooden frame on the tip of the mast of a Japanese ship that prevents the hawser from falling out
nonchalantly; calmly; as if nothing happened
some; few; somewhat; to a certain extent; (arch.) many; (arch.) a lot
shaking; trembling; pitching; disturbance; unrest; agitation
although; despite; whereas; while; if only; I wish
being deeply moved emotionally; excitement; passion; inspiration; deep emotion; strong impression
trembling from fear; trembling all over
elevation (of spirits); raising (of morale); uplift; upsurge
to shout; to cry; to scream; to clamor (for or against); to clamour (for or against)
pluralizing suffix (esp. for people and animals; formerly honorific)
now (esp. in contrast to the past); now at last; at present; right now
circle; "correct"; "good"; *; _; period
person who is satisfied with their real (offline) life; normie
oh!; good heavens!; ugh!; oh no!; ah!; the penny drops!
for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...; first time; (one's) first
progress; advance; improvement; development
impertinent; impudent; cheeky
to have troubles; to have concerns
keenly; deeply; calmly; quietly; fixedly (e.g. gazing, staring)
idiot; moron; trivial matter; folly; stupid; foolish
at last; finally; barely; narrowly; just
since some time ago; for some time; for quite a while
to come near; to approach; to be on the verge of; to be about to; to overhang; to hang over
celestial globe; armillary sphere
together with; as X, then Y (e.g. as we age we gain wisdom, as wine matures it becomes more valuable, etc.)
establishment; institution; installation (of a machine or equipment)
really; truly; indeed; good grief