miserable; wretched; lonely; dreary; shabby; comfortless
as one wishes; the way one wants; to one's satisfaction
fear; horror; anxiety; concern; uneasiness; reverence
being at sea; losing one's bearings; (arch.) disorientation upon waking at night; (arch.) forgetting which house or room to enter
trouble; troubles; worry; distress; sorrows; anguish
kayōkyoku; form of Japanese popular music that developed during the Showa era; (Western) pop song
tear; tears; lachrymal secretion; sympathy
lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness
to go back to the start; to reset; to restore; to return to the point (of a discussion); to return something (that has been moved) to previous place; to reconstitute
energy; energy; strength; energy source; energy resource; food energy
errand; mission; messenger; bearer; familiar spirit; use
twelve; 12; queen (playing card)
unlined kimono; one kimono; a single kimono
sitting with one knee drawn up
to cense; to burn incense
tender sentiments; being overcome with emotions; having a tender feeling (for a person)
scene; sight; scenario; setting
millet or rice cake, roasted and hardened with starch syrup and sugar (sometimes including peanuts, etc.)
envious; jealous; enviable (position, etc.)
to entangle; to entwine; to pick a quarrel; to find fault; to be involved with; to be influenced by
to be disordered; to be disarranged; to be discomposed; to be upset; to lapse into chaos (due to war, etc.)
truth; reality; truly; really; absolute truth
the body; the flesh; the outer man; one's physique
attempt; trial; experiment; endeavour (endeavor); effort; venture
courage; bravery; valour; valor; nerve; boldness
Emperor Toba; Toba Tenno (1103-1156 CE, reigning: 1107-1123 CE)
(Japanese) empress; queen
to serve; to work for; to attend
passion; enthusiasm; zeal
imagination; supposition; guess
to stir up; to poke (the fire); to beat (an egg); to arouse (interest, feelings, etc.); to stir; to stoke
eternity; perpetuity; permanence; immortality
modern times; the modern age; this day and age
to overflow; to brim over; to flood
indeed; really; absolutely; truly; actually; very
to feel (as if); to have a feeling (that); to have a hunch (that); to feel like doing; to want to do