feeling depressed; feeling gloomy; feeling downhearted
(much) more than others; exceedingly; extremely; unusually
stubborn person; obstinate person
nothing but; except; no more than
completely; entirely; nonchalantly; as if nothing happened
falling out (with); quarrel; discord; estrangement; being on bad terms
someone who one considers as an elder sister
to mediate; to intervene; to smooth
to run (of liquid); to spread; to blur; to blot; to ooze; to well up (of tears, etc.)
lighting (a lamp); turning on a light
rich (design); beautiful; splendid
cruel; heartless; violent; intense; very bad; terrible
tediously; persistently; lazily; idly; (boiling) to a pulp; to a mash
to hold; to carry; to embrace (in one's arms)
to appear uncomfortable (with); to seem to hate; to express dislike
aaah!; oooh!; oh no!; oh boy!
fleeting life; this transient world; sad world; world of grief and worry; the world of the living; this life
to become familiar with and cherish; to get to know and love
consent; assent; understanding; agreement; comprehension; grasp
bum; good-for-nothing; ne'er-do-well
double suicide; lovers' suicide; group suicide; family suicide; dedication to the point of self-sacrifice
secret intention; ulterior motive; kanji "heart" radical at bottom
unsteadily (e.g. on one's feet); shakily; wavering (in one's mind); unsteadily; aimlessly; unconsciously
sweet-smelling; scentful; fragrant
garden; trees and flowers in a garden
lily (Lilium spp.); yuri; genre of comics and novels about female homosexuality
to incline toward; to slant; to lurch; to go down (sun); to wane; to sink
changing one's attitude or response according to who one is talking to or dealing with
whatever way; any way; either way; one way or the other
to look slightly doubtful; to look puzzled; (lit.) to bend one's head slightly to one side
sister-in-law (spouse's older sister or older brother's wife); older stepsister; older adopted sister; non-blood-related older sister
anything and everything; just about everything
plan; scheme; stratagem; plot; trick
secret communication (with the enemy); collusion; betrayal; adultery; (extramarital) affair
to palm off; to force a sale
lute priest; minstrel; blind travelling biwa player dressed like a Buddhist monk
intent; intention; bad faith; mens rea (guilty mind)
injury; harm; evil influence; damage
every year; yearly; annually
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it,...; I mean
darn it!; darn!; oops!; oh dear!; oh no!
engawa; external corridor on the outer side of traditional Japanese houses; bone at the base of a fin (esp. of a flatfish); meat at the base of a fin
to stir up; to poke (the fire); to beat (an egg); to arouse (interest, feelings, etc.); to stir; to stoke