to get torn; to tear; to rip; to be broken off (of negotiations, etc.); to break down; to collapse
defacement; abrasion; wear and tear; crushing of a nerve
enjoyable; fun; pleasant; happy; delightful
seed (e.g. of a plant); pip; progeny; offspring; paternal blood; lineage; sperm
having no choice but to ...; all one can do is ...; there's nothing to do except ...; having nothing but ...; there is only ...; having only ...
opposite side; other side; over there; ahead; destination; there (somewhere distant, esp. abroad)
phantom; vision; something fleeting; short-lived dream; fabled item; mythical thing
negation; denial; negative
at every opportunity; whenever possible; whenever the occasion arises; from time to time; occasionally
sad; sorrowful; melancholy; plaintive
being unhuman; being removed from humanity; being unworldly
notebook; memo pad; certificate; identification card
to write down; to make a note of; to put on record; to chronicle
reason; reasoning power; (one's) sense
in fact; as a matter of fact; actually; in reality; to tell the truth
strict; rigid; exact; fair; impartial
coming and going; recurring (esp. thoughts)
unique; peculiar; special
to calm down; to compose oneself; to calm down; to settle down; to settle down (in a location, job, etc.); to settle in; to be settled (of an arrangement, conclusion, etc.)
in comparison with; when compared with; according to; in light of; in view of
low spirits; depression; dejection; discouragement; despondency
clean; clear; pure; honest; clean
judgment; judgement; discernment
detached; aloof; indifferent
to dance (orig. a whirling dance); to whirl (in the wind); to flutter (about); to swirl
mental condition; state of mind; mentality
to mistake (for something or someone else); to misread; to misjudge
to watch to the end; to ascertain; to determine; to know thoroughly; to obtain a deep understanding of
to be blessed with; to be rich in; to abound in
happiness; blessedness; proving fortunate; yielding positive outcome; luckily; fortunately
to be worried; to be troubled
lofty; sublime; noble; the sublime (aesthetics)
though; although; be that as it may; nonetheless
gradually; day by day; every day; each day
moment by moment; hour by hour
I feel that ...; I feel as though ...; I have a feeling that ...; I have the impression that ...; I think that ...