to be heartbroken; to have one's heart break; to be overwhelmed with grief
to be careful; to pay attention; to take care
to paint over (something); to paint out
to turn inside out; to turn the other way; to turn (something) over
to seal (e.g. a letter); to prevent (e.g. movement); to forbid; to block (e.g. speech)
rash; thoughtless; careless; hasty; imprudent
but then; although; though; reasonable; natural; just
no matter what it takes; by any means necessary; at all costs; by hook or by crook
reason for living; something one lives for; purpose in life; raison d'être; ikigai
elementary school; primary school; school for children over eight years old in ancient China; traditional Chinese philology
returning home; going home; coming home; getting home
opportunity; occasion; (arch.) order; (arch.) sequence; (arch.) successor
to go to meet (someone); to go to pick up
to lie in wait (for); to be on the watch (for); to wait (for); to watch (for)
to be unable to make up one's mind; to be undecided
idle talk; chit-chat; gossip
sorrow; grief; anguish; anxiety; worry; trouble
to tremble violently; to shudder up; to shake
to play dumb; to feign ignorance; to play the fool; to be in one's dotage
considerably; greatly; a lot
older sister; elder sister
since some time ago; for some time; for quite a while
interest (in something); enthusiasm
news (from someone); letter; contact; (someone's) whereabouts; (someone's) movements
to apologize; to apologise; to make an apology
to do in earnest; to concentrate on; to apply one's mind to
emptiness; being empty; not carrying anything; unburdened; dishonoured (bill, promise, etc.); false
(on) horseback; riding a horse
to get carried away; to get overly elated; to become over-excited; to get up to speed; to move into gear