regret; repentance; remorse
feeling; sensation; preparedness; readiness; thought; sentiment
if; in case; as for; on the topic of; if that's the case; if so
any; anything; whatever; I am told; I hear; I understand
seeing through (a trick, someone's mind, etc.)
it is assuredly that ...; can say with confidence that ...
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
continuously; the whole time; much (more); (by) far; far (away); long (ago, before, after)
liking; being fond of; liking (romantically); being in love with; faddism; eccentricity
that; it; then; that point (in time); (arch.) there; (arch.) you
next; following; subsequent; stage; station
chance; opportunity; occasion
if so; in that case; in that situation
tune; tone; vein; mood; condition; state of health
poor; pitiable; pathetic; pitiful
this time; now; next time; another time; recently; lately
to leave (behind); to leave (undone); to not finish; to save; to set aside; to leave (to someone, esp. after one's death)
like; as; so that; in order that; be sure to; I hope (that)
although; despite; whereas; while; if only; I wish
(place) near by; (place) close by; (place) right next to; as soon as; right after
myself; yourself; I; me; you
happiness; good fortune; luck; blessing
what did you just say (to me)?; what's that?
very hard; with utmost effort; as hard as one can; with all one's might; for dear life; eagerly
to convey; to report; to transmit; to communicate; to tell; to impart
to give; to let (one) have; to give; to do for one; to take the trouble to do; to do to someone's disadvantage
that; the; part (as in "part two"); um ...; er ...
thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love
to reach; to touch; to be delivered; to arrive; to be attentive; to be scrupulous
November; eleventh month of the lunar calendar
5th day of the month; five days
today; this day; these days; recently; nowadays
to decide to; to pretend that; to make a practice of doing; to make it a rule to
name; given name; first name
(one's) older brother; lad; sonny
to attach; to join; to furnish (a house with); to wear; to put on; to keep a diary; to make an entry
notebook; copy-book; note; noting down; (musical) note; laptop (computer)
to buy; to purchase; to value (highly); to think highly of; to incur (someone's anger, displeasure, etc.); to elicit (e.g. sneers)
thing; object; one's things; possessions; things; something; quality
mother; mom; wife; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); she
but; however; even; however; no matter how; ... or something; either ... or ...
that is so; that is right; it looks to me; people say that; it is said that; I hear that
dissociative disorder; DD
difficult; hard; impossible; unfeasible; fussy; particular; gloomy
in front (of); before (e.g. a building); before; earlier; (the) front; frontal part; forward