double suicide; lovers' suicide
to run away; to flee; to make off; to start to run away
escape; break-out; prolapse; proptosis
to use up; to exhaust; to wear out
unshapely; unsightly; clumsy; unpresentable; uncouth; awkward
to live in disgrace; to expose oneself to ridicule
handmade; homegrown; hand-crafted; homemade
The End; Finis; completion; conclusion; providing fully
absurd; ridiculous; nonsense; excessive; extreme
... all over again (repeating the same failure)
to call for somebody; to come for someone; to pick someone up
one-by-one; separately; in detail
poem; poetry; verse; Chinese poem
older brother; elder brother; brother (as older-brother figure in friendly and or work relationship); young man; buddy
last drink (of sake); last glass; last cup
to take command; to give direction
large; big; older; senior; final; ultimate
to go to; to proceed to; to leave for
to spend; to expend; to waste; to squander; to devote
to invade; to raid; to infringe; to encroach; to harm; to afflict
to be doing; to be in the process of doing
scattered; disperse; loose; disconnected; in pieces; in drops
heavy (feeling, etc.); gloomy (weather, etc.); oppressive (atmosphere, etc.); stifling; strained
dark; gloomy; depressed; dispirited; dark (in colour); dull; ill-boding
to become known; to come to light; to be known; to be understood; to clearly not amount to much; to be insignificant
chase; pursuit; chase scene (in a movie); obsessive fan who follows a celebrity around; groupie; in (quick) succession
pish; pooh; I see; oh; indeed
foolish; idiotic; stupid; ridiculous; absurd
instead; but (on the other hand)
anyway; anyhow; at any rate; in any case
popular use; circulation; to pass as; to pass for
to beat; to attack (an enemy); to do away with; to finish off
doing whatever one pleases
sincerely; earnestly; repeatedly; over and over; again and again
to let go of; to release; to part with (e.g. a possession); to relinquish; to send away (e.g. one's child); to let go
with a feeling of relief; with a sigh of relief; deeply (sigh)
moment; brief space of time